before the weekend

hi !
i'll post quickly (btw couldn't do that )before the weekend which i'll be on the cottage.
(in fact i should be sleeping right now, it's work tomorrow!)

today we had a meetup
too bad almost everyone cancelled it again
there was only me, anna, noona and johanna.
anna had to leave a bit earlier though.

here are some pics of my camera, the pics about the meetup are in johanna's camera so i'm about to get them later
but i don't know if i'll post any of them because i seriously looked horrible
i don't know what happened, i was pleased to my outfit and make-up ._.
but in the pics i looked very orange or red and odd.
too bad because i really liked the dress and the hat and the make-up. .__. blahh.

to the photos from my camera:

though with this make-up i kinda look like a dog... even others thought that way ! funny.
+ i had couple of those lilac streaks i dyed but you can't seem them from the photos
i should dye some more.

my silly cat that insisted to go under my hat



i got my dream shoes love love love
i was a bit worried that the shop would order wrong ones but i was lucky.
i will sooo use these when it gets a bit cooler !
plus these would soo match with the h&m dress i would get from h&m online store some day maybe...
three weeks has gone and nothing still.



to the secret-thingy.
i haven't still told this to all my friends since i haven't seen them and i want to tell this to them personally.
if you're reading it from here, i'm sorry, i talk about it later with you.

i'll move from tampere to helsinki in the end of this month.
it's a huge change for me since i still live at home and my family is here and friends are here and my circle is here.
my cat stays here also, i can't take her with me yet, and i'll miss her really much.
i'll get a job from a grocery store where my littlecousins work as well.

the reason for the moving is that i have a year off. i still haven't got a job here in tampere (expect that which is on fridays only and i can't do that all year) so there's more possibilities in helsinki.
and that i also got a job from helsinki.

i will miss my family really much and when i thought about it yesterday i realized how important they are to me. i'm very close to my mum so it's gonna be hard. i'm always arguing with dad but he's also very important.
and my little sister. i've been more with her now when she has grown older, so i feel very sad when leaving her.
also my cat. she's the best pet i could get. always sleeping with me, coming to me and cheering me up when i'm sad and enjoying when i'm holding her in my arms. it's not doing those things to others of my family.

i'll miss laura, i've known her about 6 years and always lived quite near, hanging out often. best friend always
i'll miss my circle very much too. the only place where i can accomplish my style. those great friends i've got in it. i don't want to left the circle, but as you understand i can't be "a full member" then.
i'll miss my ex-school friends who i see now and then.
i'll miss kitsu, we're always goofy together and known each other for a long time.
i'll miss anna too, we're known each other for a quite long time too huh? +ofc you all other circle members !

i think i will miss almost everything. the slow busses that go only once per hour, the peacefully place i live in right now, my room, mum making good food, my sister yelling at me, my cat waking me up in the middle of the night. dad telling me something i wanna know and starting like "even the ancient romans".
i could continue this list forever.

luckily this isn't the end of the world, there's only 2 hours way from helsinki to tampere and other way around.
maybe this will be the new chapter of my life.

but now i'll go to bed, i have to get up early ! goodbye (and sorry for the spelling mistakes, too tired to check.)