memorial ceremony

hello, there.

it has been getting cold here in Tokyo.

on Jan 4, my sis and i went to see Jasmine you's memorial ceremony in Shibuya.

we have been waiting for this live since we knew this event.

there were 3 bands performed in front of his huge pic.

i kept looking at him while other bands performed.

i still remember how he performed on the stage and i lov him so much.

everybody hoped that he is still there with other members of versailles.

i still cannot believe that he is not here anymore and i cannot see his performance and hear his voice forever.

when i can go to the heaven, i wish i will be able to see you again, you san.

i miss you and love you tons.

xoxo

winter

hello, this week is not as cold as the last week. i love it!

BUT, i do believe the real winter is almost here and here will be much colder than now!

the christmas is coming soon, the illumination is really pretty, eve tho i havent gone anywhere tho.

i wanna go to the states or Canada, i am just missing the life there!!!!

Jap society cannot accept me,,,,,,,, so sad.

well, i have something fun in dec, so i will hang in there!!!!

have a good day!

being myself.....

hello, everybody. how have you been? i just felt like i havent wrote here for a while.

there has been nothing going on about me, so i thought i did not have to write here tho.

as time goes by, it is getting colder,,,,,,,, the winter is already here, but i dont feel super cold here in Japan, caz this time i was always in WA, USA which is much colder than here Japan, so this coldness is nothing to me, haha.

now, i started to train for the new job, which is cafe.

i made some friends there. there seem to be a lot of young people, but i dont really care. all people get old!

sometimes, i am asking myself, what do i wanna be in the future and what future you wanna have,but i cannot answer now. its just hard to decide.

sometimes, i saw the environment incurrent Afghanistan on TV.

i saw alot of kids injured so terribly.

there are innocent, i just cannot understand how come those people are attacked and they have to lose their lives.

now, i wanna do something for these people!!!!

peace