Recently, I have been victim to countless strokes of misfortune.
I don't know if it is because I'm clumsy or careless, but in the same week, actually, rephrase, in the same day, I accidently dropped a drinking glass in my room which obviously smashed to pieces, and few hours later, as I was preparing to cook some well deserved food to sustain my appetite, it just happened that the eggs I was carrying in my saucepan dropped onto my floor carpet, and yes, all 4 of them cracked open.
Seriously FML.
I guess that's the least of my problems at the moment, I have an oral exam tomorrow which I am pretty much screwed with, and Thursday this week, I have my midterm Japanese exam, which I'm pretty sure I'm going to fuck up due to the biggest concern/problem which had hit me in recent weeks.
Well shit happens I guess, and there's nothing I can do about it.....I just hope that one day, truth be told, that she finally learns to appreciate and realise the extent that I have actually done for her sake because of love.
Love bites...hard. But what can we do about it? Hearts change, seasons change.
I found some lyrics actually which really does relate so much about me and my current issue.
turn me into a memory and go to the new ocean
from my heart I wish you happiness
there is happiness beyond the tears
but you aren't there beyond the tears
we won't be seperated I don't want us to be seperated, but
your words pierce deeply through my heart don't you see?
we won't be seperated I don't want us to be seperated, but
the waves erase your footsteps again, one by one
with the changing of the seasons
it's too late, but I want to hold your hand one more time
in the changing of the seasons
meeting someday parting someday and meeting with you
I can't do anything, I'm powerless.
I have been evidently eradicated from all sources of communication.
The cards have completely turned upon me, and now I am struggling so hard and feeling the consequences.
However, the thing that worries me the most is about her welfare now.
I just happened to stumble across some news recently relating to her.
And I am seriously, worried.
I wished that I can do something, anything at all...
She's a strong person, who I really admire.
I know she can get through it...but if I really wish I could do something for her right now. Because I know her feeling now as I have people close who have also been through the same dilemma.
God, please be kind to her and help her through this difficult stage. If I can't get through to her, please, lend her Your power and help her.
She is still too important in my heart. No matter what, please save her.
I wish I didn't have to worry too much, if not at all. Yet, I can't help but worry completely, even if the feeling is unrequited, and I should stop caring all together, I can't.
God save my soul.
I don't know if it is because I'm clumsy or careless, but in the same week, actually, rephrase, in the same day, I accidently dropped a drinking glass in my room which obviously smashed to pieces, and few hours later, as I was preparing to cook some well deserved food to sustain my appetite, it just happened that the eggs I was carrying in my saucepan dropped onto my floor carpet, and yes, all 4 of them cracked open.
Seriously FML.
I guess that's the least of my problems at the moment, I have an oral exam tomorrow which I am pretty much screwed with, and Thursday this week, I have my midterm Japanese exam, which I'm pretty sure I'm going to fuck up due to the biggest concern/problem which had hit me in recent weeks.
Well shit happens I guess, and there's nothing I can do about it.....I just hope that one day, truth be told, that she finally learns to appreciate and realise the extent that I have actually done for her sake because of love.
Love bites...hard. But what can we do about it? Hearts change, seasons change.
I found some lyrics actually which really does relate so much about me and my current issue.
turn me into a memory and go to the new ocean
from my heart I wish you happiness
there is happiness beyond the tears
but you aren't there beyond the tears
we won't be seperated I don't want us to be seperated, but
your words pierce deeply through my heart don't you see?
we won't be seperated I don't want us to be seperated, but
the waves erase your footsteps again, one by one
with the changing of the seasons
it's too late, but I want to hold your hand one more time
in the changing of the seasons
meeting someday parting someday and meeting with you
I can't do anything, I'm powerless.
I have been evidently eradicated from all sources of communication.
The cards have completely turned upon me, and now I am struggling so hard and feeling the consequences.
However, the thing that worries me the most is about her welfare now.
I just happened to stumble across some news recently relating to her.
And I am seriously, worried.
I wished that I can do something, anything at all...
She's a strong person, who I really admire.
I know she can get through it...but if I really wish I could do something for her right now. Because I know her feeling now as I have people close who have also been through the same dilemma.
God, please be kind to her and help her through this difficult stage. If I can't get through to her, please, lend her Your power and help her.
She is still too important in my heart. No matter what, please save her.
I wish I didn't have to worry too much, if not at all. Yet, I can't help but worry completely, even if the feeling is unrequited, and I should stop caring all together, I can't.
God save my soul.