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shit happens,

just get over it and live

cause fun happens too


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I saw an interview of Placebo lately and basically, I remembered especially this part from Brian Molko :

"I think there's nothing more wonderful about life than seeing life as an adventure. You know... We should all try things that we're afraid of. Like jumping out of an airplane or , you know, having sex with a man. We should all try all these things, you know. We should all look very very very clearly into the unknown and eeeer... and enjoy the unknown. because when you come in contact with things that you really really don't know, that's when you're trully living"

I experienced it and found out he was right. I guess you should only visit the unknown you're curious about and not the one you dislike to really enjoy it but still....I am curious about many things I never tried, from the plain ones to the twisted ones. I m gonna make a list of all these things and jump into new experiences, and I'll begin with the twisted ones, it's more exciting.

And finaly, last but not least : this interview teach us that Brian probably had sex with a man. It's the sexiest thing he ever said. Am I the only one who think the "man" was Steve Forrest?? That would be incredibly HOT (yeah I'm a perv and, yeah I'm fag hag and I like being both)

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Yesterday I discovered the promotional video of Adam Lambert - for you entertainment and surprisingly liked it. I wondered why because let's face it : it's just another popstar using sex and standard music to sell his shit.

But I finaly figured why : most of popstars who do this sell themself as sexual objects. He doesn't : he wants US to be HIS sextoys! Despite of a cruel lack of imagination when it comes to the lyrics, what he basically says is he wants to dominate his audience and to turn everyone into his slave. There 's no place for him beeing an object as Beyonce or Rihanna or the pussycat dolls or...(the list of sluts is long and don't contain just girls)

I really like the spirit. I especially like the sentences "there's no way to ring the alarm so hold on until it's over" and "take the pain, take the pleasure , I m the master of both", What a perv XD
Today I shopped a bit, it's been a long time since the last time. It feels so good :D
I found two things to buy, both are decorated with tatto designs and I LOVE them.
It's a hoodie and a belt, here they are :


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This is not very feminine but so close from the style I like






I suscribed on a website to allow europeans and asian people to meet. It was actually made like it's for friendships, penpals and stuff...Except in my profile I was asked what was the sexiest part of my body or what was my breast size, I said I didn't want to answer but it was written 'you must fill this field'. I stopped immediatly the subscription and *poof* a web page appears in front of me saying 'please let us know why you change your mind' so I explained them what was obvious to me :

The fact that I am not ashamed of my body doesn't mean I want to be presented as a product on the shelves of a supermarket when it comes to meet new contacts, I am not something to choose in a fucking catalog, I am a human beeing who can be appreciated without telling everyone what my breast look like.

And I joined this picture to the explanation :


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What the hell is this world I am living in!?

University classrooms really makes me feel like I become radioactive

sadly I didn't custom the pictures XD it's really the lights we have!
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Marie really looks scary here.

I can't decide if I feel like in a night club or inside an UFO.





We went to Tunisia with my family in october and I am not very fond of the country.. but I have to admit I was very very happy to see the streets overthere. They are narrow and look traditional.

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and the funny thing is, in the plane, the number of the seats are 10, 11, 12, ...and 14!! There is no 13. Like people are superstitious or something :p

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I just love the style my jeans is doing!! As I couln't find one with holes, I made them myself, with a big kitchen knive!!!叫び I almost cut my leg because I had to wear it while doing this, making sure the holes are just at the right place...

Anyway, destroyed clothes are just beautiful I think.



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Look at these toys! Why the hell do they sell such things? They look so sad, it's supposed to be for the kids . I don't get it. Why did a company created these toys with so much sorrow in the eyes?

Maybe the toys know that they are going to belong to a child ... poor them.むっ

I just bought the new Placebo's album 'battle for the sun' for my father. He listened to it today and I love it!! It's so nice to listen...I love the very special Brian Molko's voice ラブラブ

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