What to do. I feel so sad, once again.
I need coffee.
When people say life is taugh, i think they have never loved someone.
I just hoped that love could be easy but no, it's harder than living.
It's even harder than catching a butterfly. Though, butterfly flies fast and love stays on it's place.
It's still harder.
No, im not talking about short love relations. I'm talking about ones whitch really gives a huge matter to you.
But i don't want to go on with that.
My happiness doesn't depent on that, it depents about things that many people doesnt understand.
Like my classmates, funny eh ? But i love them all, 'cause they won't leave me. Or at least thats what i want to hope.
And my little sweethearts, my doggies. And many other things and many other peoples.
One, i haven't ever saw her alive, but she's like an angel to me. Even no one else doesn't get it, i do.
But this love right now, i can't ever forget it.
Now just is the time to go on. I can't stay with these feelings anymore, these feelings makes me what i am, but also they hurt me a lot.
Person i'm speaking, i guess this person isn't never going to read this.
But through all ignoring i've done, all those times i didn't speak to you and these days we're now living, i'm still loving you. If you thing i don't love you no more, you must be really naive.
But look at you ! You love me, i know that, i've always known that but this is not the way we should be.
I'm so sorry. But you hurt me, you don't know how. Don't worry even i don't know. I love you.
Please, forget me about all those misspellings. And sorry about this really not blog like post thing i've writed today. There just isn't no one to speak.
Although i'm fine and i can't wait my work-based learning ! Let's hope that i can get a good spot !! o(^▽^)o
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