I just feel so tired, like, I'm not even have the energy to be angry anymore.
I wonder if this is healthy, but honestly I'm trying so hard (and been moderately successful) at not keeping grudge, I do feel better, and I swear it's not because I feel better about myself, but it actually is easier.
Whoever made that zen chart is a genius btw.
But anyway there's a possibility that I just been playing and (not so much) studying that I've forgotten how to truly rest.
Someone tell me how to get my energy back, and stop hunting chocograph.