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very tiredI know I'm wrong.
I let you into my life.
The last thing I heard from you, its the busy tone from your number.
I know you're with him.
You never pick up my calls.
I couldn't think of anything else to do, thinking it was for our best.
I brought up our past.
then you cried.
you started to yell back at me, and told me that he could love you better than me.
Its not true.
I love you, and he could never love you like me. never.
our promise, oh yes that promise. you told me its better to loved then not to loved and I told you thats why im here.
Im here to love you.
Promise you to stay by your side, until you want me to go. and you promise, to never told me to go.
Day by day, my feeling become stronger towards you.
But then, I finally realize how slowly your attitude change and how you often dozed off when I talked to you.
You change.
Then I was so scared, that you'd start to hate me.
Get tired of me and cast me aside. I
n the end thats true.
I cried in my sleep.
for you.
How could I forget...
how you hated smoke, but then you told me thats the only thing that could remind you of me.
How could I forget..
everytime you're sad. You start mumbling that you're fine then the last 1 hour you cried on my chest, trembling without saying anything.
How could I forget...
yeah, how could I forget. When you told me you loved me, smilling and holding my hands.
Nothing can't stop us, that what I though.
I let myself loose, I let myself got carried away by your words.
those lovely lies. you told me.
still fresh in my memory, how I met you 2 years ago.
It was autumn, leafs started to fall from the trees.
At the first time I saw you, I know theres something about you.
I remember how you smile and grab my hands and told me your names.
From that on, I couldn't help myself not to fall for you. I never think that we would end like this. I couldn't bare the pain.
Im a coward, who's too afraid of getting hurt.
Because I couldn't never forget the scar that you left me.
The scar that drives me insane from it. I tried, to be tough.
Trust me I tried. a million time I tried and tried to hate you. Not thinking of you.
But its useless, everytime I convince myself for it. It breaks me down.
It hurts too much...
And now, you came back to my life. When I finally could forget you, when I finally could stand on my own.
When finally I don't love you anymore.
What should I do...?
Should I kept on pretending that this past years Im fine.
That Im not getting hurted at all? Should I ?
I wish I could answer that, I wish i could.
Because everytime I heard her name called by one of my friends.
All I want to do is dissapear.
You probably laugh, and thinking that Im such a kid.
I know, I am a kid.
You told me once thats too many risk if we're still together. I knew that.
We're 7 years apart. And you think of me as your little brother.
I dont know where I've to start to grow up if you never told me.
I want to surpass you, be the man you always adore.
But 7 years...
I can't..
I can't do it..
I hate myself for it, I hate it.
But now..
Its belong to the past...
You're my past.
I promise you, I will be a better man.
I wont stay still, I'll keep on moving.
And promise you this.
I won't love you anymore.
I let you into my life.
The last thing I heard from you, its the busy tone from your number.
I know you're with him.
You never pick up my calls.
I couldn't think of anything else to do, thinking it was for our best.
I brought up our past.
then you cried.
you started to yell back at me, and told me that he could love you better than me.
Its not true.
I love you, and he could never love you like me. never.
our promise, oh yes that promise. you told me its better to loved then not to loved and I told you thats why im here.
Im here to love you.
Promise you to stay by your side, until you want me to go. and you promise, to never told me to go.
Day by day, my feeling become stronger towards you.
But then, I finally realize how slowly your attitude change and how you often dozed off when I talked to you.
You change.
Then I was so scared, that you'd start to hate me.
Get tired of me and cast me aside. I
n the end thats true.
I cried in my sleep.
for you.
How could I forget...
how you hated smoke, but then you told me thats the only thing that could remind you of me.
How could I forget..
everytime you're sad. You start mumbling that you're fine then the last 1 hour you cried on my chest, trembling without saying anything.
How could I forget...
yeah, how could I forget. When you told me you loved me, smilling and holding my hands.
Nothing can't stop us, that what I though.
I let myself loose, I let myself got carried away by your words.
those lovely lies. you told me.
still fresh in my memory, how I met you 2 years ago.
It was autumn, leafs started to fall from the trees.
At the first time I saw you, I know theres something about you.
I remember how you smile and grab my hands and told me your names.
From that on, I couldn't help myself not to fall for you. I never think that we would end like this. I couldn't bare the pain.
Im a coward, who's too afraid of getting hurt.
Because I couldn't never forget the scar that you left me.
The scar that drives me insane from it. I tried, to be tough.
Trust me I tried. a million time I tried and tried to hate you. Not thinking of you.
But its useless, everytime I convince myself for it. It breaks me down.
It hurts too much...
And now, you came back to my life. When I finally could forget you, when I finally could stand on my own.
When finally I don't love you anymore.
What should I do...?
Should I kept on pretending that this past years Im fine.
That Im not getting hurted at all? Should I ?
I wish I could answer that, I wish i could.
Because everytime I heard her name called by one of my friends.
All I want to do is dissapear.
You probably laugh, and thinking that Im such a kid.
I know, I am a kid.
You told me once thats too many risk if we're still together. I knew that.
We're 7 years apart. And you think of me as your little brother.
I dont know where I've to start to grow up if you never told me.
I want to surpass you, be the man you always adore.
But 7 years...
I can't..
I can't do it..
I hate myself for it, I hate it.
But now..
Its belong to the past...
You're my past.
I promise you, I will be a better man.
I wont stay still, I'll keep on moving.
And promise you this.
I won't love you anymore.
(ﾉ_･｡) I cried. again.
uh so... ばか.............................
I ended up in my bed, Im sorry..
fever, fever, fever.
私は君と恋に午前, E </3
uh so... ばか.............................
I ended up in my bed, Im sorry..
fever, fever, fever.
私は君と恋に午前, E </3