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remember my post abt my cat here? -->




yesterday he was died
it just 17 days left to our first year anniversary actually...
and im here, still crying while writing this post..
i miss him so bad



ive been thinking the cause of his death is that ipul is being hit by someone while he was playing outside of my house....
because he was trembling while he tried to get up or move.
and he always startleld whenever i touch his body.. just like he was in pain
and his meows is different from usual... almost unheard and shrill..




ih his last hour,
i was about to went to campus. before i took a bath, i still holding him in my arm. his body was wrapped in his usual fabric i used for dry him up..
slowly i put him on my bed over the pillow. i bought him milk from the nearest store. but he didnt touch it at all... i tried to smear it on his lip, but he did nothing... im really scared that time... so i was planned to bring him to doctor.....
i put him on his carriage since im about to leave and nobody is home that time... and then i went to campus...

in the afternoon, when i just got back from campus, i go straight to his carriage to check him...
i found his dead body inside his carriage....
his position is still the same after i leave him that morning.
so i conclude that he was died not long after i put him in his carriage...

even minutes before i left him, he already looked so weak. even he cannot shut his lip and his eyes is half closed......


god....


i love him so much


there's would be no cat can replace ipul from my heart...


this is the last pictures of him. i took it on 30th oct around 1 pm



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dear ipul...
thanks for the past 11 months....
im so lucky having you as my pet.
thanks for accompanied me
thanks for those sweet moments
thanks for being my loyal cat.


i love you so much


ive always wish that i died in childbirth.
really, i never begged for this kind of life.



i hate everything about me,





just die