the reason is really..REALLY stupid!
today is the birthday of an old friend of mine,that I don't have contact for about 3 years..
to be clear he was one of my best friends and my biggest crush so far!
It took a long time for me to get over it.. but it became a habit all this years xD
so it's still hard not to think about him at all..
still I do not think that I'm still in love with him,it's a habit as I said xD
anyway I was gloomy all the day today T^T
I DON'T LIKE IT WHEN I'M GLOOMY!
so I sat on my pc and watched a video of Nao's drums with Saga's bass,only this and it cheered me up xD
then I just HAD to listen to Kai&Reita!I love the sound of drums and bass O (^ - ^) O
pffff.. I can't wait till tomorrow night!~
at least I will have lots of fun with my friends (= ⌒ ▽ ⌒ =)
oh and this is something I found on a store today!!

when I saw it I screamed ...loud (as always -.-')
(recently I started listening to a band named Memento Mori) so when my friends asked me What's wrong I could not stop smilling and laughing xD
so that was my day (^ ~ ^)