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September 20th, Tuesday morning :)

I am facing personal and family problems again :)

I have lots of deadlines coming while worrying how should I financially support myself knowing that I can't work for commissions for the mean time (I don't have clients in the first place). I really feel so stress I'm even crying while writing this lol and I'm actually in the middle of having an online class XD

I want to ask for a comfort but I know I can't so I'm once again carrying this burden alone. If I could just give up. If I could just release my hand from this very tight grip but I know I'll lose everything if I do so I must not  ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ