Welp probably there might be guys who wants to date me (who knows) but doesn't want to become my lifetime partner. I mean who even wants to have someone who always gets sick? I'll definitely be just a burden then they'll get tired of me lol.彼氏欲しいけど怖い。。。 I have attachment issues so getting a partner makes me scared they might leave me, plus that trauma I experienced last 2020, man I don't want to feel that way again. 思い出すと心臓が出てそう 笑