Yeaterday I read shuka's blog about shukarigoto's ending and it made me remember my own blog here in ameba.

I remember those times where I don't have lots of friends and my small circle has their own group.

懐かしい

I thought I lost this account for good but I'm so happy I was able to retrieve this yesterday.


Today I will write here about my life before and after entering 11th Grade.

(well I know you already know my life when I was on 10th Grade and it was kinda fun)

1st day of school I thought I won't be able to make lots of friends and continue the introvert me but I was wrong.

I was able to befriended everyone in our class.

I was doing my best to be cheerful each day and show them that I am someone who sends positivity.

I made a big circle of friends.

They were so nice to me.

They treat me like I am part if their friend. That I am their friend.

It was the first time of me to go out with friends.

They brought me to a cafe which I also got addicted to.

We make homeworks and research papers there.

It was fun.

They accompanied me to the city where one of my favorite seiyuu went.

We had lots of fun.

I was also able to eat outside with them.

Every time they'll go to someone's house, they want me to also be there.

I am very happy that I met those people

And when our unexpected last meeting ended, I've been thinking when will I able to meet them again.




Also,

I already got a boyfriend.

He is sweet and all but he sometimes can't hold himself and do things that makes me scared of him.

I told him all the things that I observed in him and I am so glad we were able to fixed it.

And sometimes I am so selfish.

We may be having lots of misunderstandings but we promised to each other to fix everything without having a fight and to never leave each other's side.

He is the very first guy who saw this side of me.

He's been saying things that makes me blush and embarrass.



Almost 5 months of home quarantine because of this virus named Corona.

The virus is still spreading around the world.

Many people died and suffered because of this plague.

In this time it's not only virus that humanity's facing

Hunger, poverty, corruption, greed, cruelty, sexual abuse, bullying, stupidity, ignorance, and others things that I'm not able to mention.

Despite of all these things, I am still happy and thankful to God that He is always here helping me to overcome anxiety and depression that might occur to me in any minute.

I also want to thank my family and my friends especially I met from Internet.


And also those friends I made from twitter

They were so kind to me.



Until then, I want to spread happiness





May the maths and toasters be with you.