my exboyfriend is in the sports trip so he is not at school in these 3 days.



I dont need to dress up and make up if he is not at school



I dont need to think where he is right now






but i miss him





i want him being at school and teasing me




my boyfriend is so kind nowadays in email





i feel he loves me



he actually said so last week




and




i love him too.




i said i loved him as well.





i need him




but i need my exboyfrined too.





i miss both of them





is it strange?




shouldnt i miss only my boyfriend?




i seriously wanna forget my exboyfriend.