I spent the last day basically just laying in bed listening to seeking darkness by huremic. I clipped the last 2.5 minutes of part 3 and had it on loop for hours and hours. I think it’s so beautiful. I got up to have some snacks my mom got but that’s about it. I don’t think anyone around me knows I’m not feeling well..


Anyways I still don’t feel that well but I want to try to do something tomorrow. Maybe go for a walk at the park near my house and keep listening to seeking darkness. Or actually maybe the other huremic album I have yet to hear the one called how I see nothing but you. I also wouldn’t mind translating Japanese lyrics I really like. I also want to watch some anime and read manga tbh. And game. I want to game a lot. I guess I’ll update if I do that tmrw.


That thing u mentioned abt applying for jobs or meeting at a cafe.. I think I can one day sometime between the 27 and the 30th, sometime between there. I will update with a post asking when or if I can. 


This is the song moment I keep listening to. I heard this on loop for hours. I think this is probably the prettiest thing I’ve ever heard