I'm really happy it's ending, though I'm not too enthusiastic at all that 2012 will bring a lot of changes, since all changes are depending on MYSELF.
And I'm still a little totally lazy when it comes to that...
It's only 3PM by now in Germany, but I guess I will be ending my year with a massive DAMAGE LIVER
- Unfortunately all alone at home...
But hey, I have Asahi, which I kept to be able to drink in honor of FADE at 12PM
, 30 bottles of Cherrybeer (Cheers spanish people!) and 2 bottles of champaign.
And yes, ALL for ME!
What else to say?
It's a sad truth that the only real happy moments this year, happened either on concerts or connected to FADE.
I got to know great people in Russia, France, America, Spain, Germany, etc.... thanks to the band by now, and something tells me, there will be many more to follow.
Actually I am saving money, for the coming tour, for the merch, for the new Album...
I understood by now, that FADE & their fans can never replace what GOTHICDOLLS, a spanish band I worked for before all this started and who broke up, meant to me. What they gave to me. What they were to me.
But FADE & the fans are a new chance to feel alive and to have something that's worth fighting.
I still want to make it to Madrid. And somehow I think I will.
I always get what I wanted, may it take whatever. I'll make it to Madrid sooner or later.
Until then, it's time to celebrate that this Nightmare of 2011 is ending.
And hoping, that 2012 will be better.
"Raise your glasses high
Drink to the sky tonight
And believe that one day
Our time will come..."
