And still time keeps flying and ticking away & I simply sit here & wonder why...
What will happen in the next months..?
It's already July.
3 more days and I will be back in Madrid a last time before I start my career.
What will it bring? Stress? Even more than I already am used to?
Will I have time to continue my work for Fade at all?
I'm starting to get more and more scared.
I have mastered so many of this years' challenges already.
But the biggest one is coming closer and I will once again be all alone, having to deal with it.
I don't feel like going into detail.
Those who are close to me know about all that's happening around me, anyway.
I'm just wondering if the next months will pass by as fast as the first 7months of 2012 did.
Also, I will turn 22 years old by the end of next month...
It feels weird...
Time keeps running through my hands like sand... unused & unstoppable.