2014-05-28 01:48:47
Well, i had clean my posts, and now my ブログ clean as baby lolThough, i'm bad writer in really haha, and i dont know what to write here..maybe my stupid thoughts? in any way, i hope that nobody will read it..or understand what i write lolHmm..a few month ago, my bf broke up with me, yeah, this is boyfriend, for whose love i fighting about one year, finally i get it, and he is again betrayed me lol and plus said me many not nice things :)Hah, i still support communicate with him, tho..i dont know why lolhe is good as friend, and totally shit as human and lover. But recently i really worry about my future, half year ago, i understand that something wrong with my college, and now i want change my profession, because i still hope to live in Japan in future, in next year i will go to Uni for get profession of orientalist, reason why i worry, this is because i lost 2 year of my youth, yeas, i really worry about this, though i'm still young, but time go, and dont waiting for mejust i understand what i want from this life too late.I am romantic human, and i wanted go to Japan for my beloved, i lost my beloved, i lost reason to go to Japan, plus i knew that this is very difficult..though, and now i know that this is difficult xDwell, and recently i found a guy, who remind me men's copy of my character, though, ofc he is more talanted lol, and he is have not bad looks, we had communicate, i thinking "O! he is my reason why i should though, to try to go to Japan and why i need learn japanese lang!", and i really wanted learn japanese lang for him, because he is seems like interesting human, with who you can talk about many many things..and he is started ignore me c: great!xDif he is similar with me, and if he is started ignore me, mean i just fucked up and he is felt bored with me xDi'm failed pick up master..many many guys want that i was their gf, and only fuckin one human "run away" from me..but why?...because
