classes start today

I am sitting at the canteen bench in nus business school, waiting for my lecture to start. You can imagine how bored i am to be finally blogging here. Lol. It's a good start anyways. Nerd mode ON! (＝⌒▽⌒＝)!

noir chapitre 4

i don't think i'm in a good shape now, i feel quite depressed all of a sudden after i started pondering a lot. this short chapter usually goes in FB, but i am way past caring about posting it there. i just wanna get this off my chest and try to catch some sleep at this ungodly hour.

Noir Chapitre 4-
passing showers, endless rain
beads of rain mixed with tears rolled down my form
how long have i stood at this spot?
i have long forgotten

realizing folly, realizing life
i turned round and started to run aimlessly
greens and crimsons that turned into greys and blacks
why was i running anyway?
i have long forgotten

crash and burn, ashes to dust
simple and innocent child-like laughters
ringing in my ears
why was i laughing?
i guess,
i have long forgotten

flaking fragments of innocence, bring it down
i've long drowned, lost my sanity

the pain that cannot be suppressed
keeps resurfacing in my chest
i can't save me
since i've long forgotten how to


i'm sorry if this has dampened your spirits. but sometimes when i feel emo, it helps by writing it out. i guess my sadness cannot be erased, but it helps by writing it out..

wiggie & qipao

heyy everyone, this is something i did out of boredom~

i really like them <3