ありがとぉ
( p_q)
you always cheer me up
i really see you...
なんでゃろなぁ(´・ω・`)
あずとぉるときは
ぃっつも普通にゎろてたのに(ﾉω･､)
ぃまゎ笑てたら顔がしんどくなる
i'm tired of smiling...
でもぃわゅる五月病ゃんな
May disease, freshman's apathy symdrome...
ぃまふんばらんとな
ほんまぁりがとぉ
ぁずの言葉で頑張れるゎ
anyway, you got more extensions?
that's really in!!("in"is a slung meanign "fashonable")
i wanna see you with extensions
you must be cute
i'll take off my extensions on the end of May
my hair will be ぷりん！！
love you, my dear friend
why am i worryed anout relationship of Japanese friends.
Now, i'm sure i'm not good at communicaiton.
i haven't laughen in my mind since i came here.
心のそこからわらっってなぃかも。
i didn't notice that.
i really care about others.
i know i shouldn't do that.
but i feel he or she might not feel comfortable with me once,
i'll avoid to be with them or to be close to them.
however, one of them lives with me and i like her.
i am often with her, so i might not want to be with them.
i can tell Azusa anything.
i don't care so much about 女ばれmembers
and i can enjoy with them even when i just listen to thier chatting.
i'm tired of smiling to them.
i like them, but i don't know so they do or do not.
i'm uneasy about it.
i'm anxious about everything.
future, this study abroad, classes, English...
not everything.
be strong.
don't cry.
i'm not alone.
i have bestfriends, fabulous members, and my dear boyfriend.
they all are in Japan.
but i can be happy when i recall them.
love you, guys.
all right!!
i'll study English!!
yeah!!
today, actually i skipped a class this eveningﾍ(ﾟ∀ﾟ*)ﾉ
i went to wal mart with Aya.
i bought soft feeking socks and juices which she recommended to me.
it was sooooooo delicious!!
it was more delicious then Minit madeﾐﾆｯﾂﾒｲﾄﾞ!! i don't know the spelling! sorry!
the brand is Welch!
you should try it! though it costs a little high in Japan...
anyway, i'm looking forward to attending a class tomorrow eveing!
because they told me that i didn't need to attend the class any more.
but i'll attend it!
What's wrong?
may be i said plp who don't want to attend the classes, they don't need to do any more.
because it's free and it's up to them.
i didn't mean i don't want them to attend the class.
today, i didn't attend the calss, so they might not good to me i guess.
i'm not sure, just guess.
i should not be so carefull about the others.
anyway,
i have to study now, but i wondering if i do sth ...
haha
Bye!
あずにあいたくて
夢にお邪魔しにいっててん
筋肉痛ならんとかすごいやん
さすがゃな
今日も授業がんばってきます
how healthy you are!
you keeo your shape at a gym!
i haven't been to a gym for a week because it's too cold outside
moreover, today is showr...
i want the sun! sunlight!!
Now, i'm eating 干し芋 Aya gave me.
it's owesome!!
i had never eaten it, so i regret there was no chance to eat 干し芋 in my past.
i desided to let my mother send me 干し芋
it should be domestic!!
国産！
anyway, have a fabulous dream, Azusa
授業ききなさぃょw
まぁぉもんなぃ授業する先生が悪いw
うちも今日から授業。。。
いってきます！
she has stomach ache continuously for 2 days.
i don't know how to take care of her.
i just am with her.
that's it.
that's just what i can do for her.
i don't have rice nor sth nutritious.
she suffers from constant pain in her stomach.
i have no knowledge about medical treatment.
i'm helpless.
sorry.
Don't worry, Azusa.
you don't need to make you stronger.
Let it be
あずはぃましかできんこと
したらぃぃ
先みることも大事
でもぃまをいきることも大事
なんにもあせらんでぃぃ
人生は競争じゃなぃょ
自分のペースであるぃてけばぃぃ
もし後押しがほしぃときは
みんなあずの手をとって一緒に歩いてくれる
あずは一人ゃなぃし誰もあずおいてかんょ
頑張れるとこまで頑張ったら
すぐゅうとぃでゃ
anyone surrounding you likes you
my best friend
あず
無理になにかしょぉとせんでぃぃよ
あずはあずのペースで進んだらぃぃ
ぃま楽しいことあるんゃったら
それをぃっぱぃ楽しんだらぃぃ
それは何かから逃げてるんじゃなくて
ぃまはそれをする時じゃなぃのかもしれへん
ほんまに必要になったり
その時がきたら
あずはそれにむかって
頑張れるｺゃって知ってる
成長はなにも
勉強したり資格とったらからだけしか
できひんもんじゃなぃ
ぁずがぃましかできひん経験して
いろんな人とかかわって
いろんな考え方もらったりすることも
大切なことゃと思う
あずは全然ダメじゃなぃ
ぃま何をすべきかって考えることは
めちゃ大事なことゃおもう
あずがすべきなことは
いろんな人からの助言ももとに
最後に行動すんのはあず自信ゃから
ぃまはじっくり考えたらぃぃ
なんもあせることあれへん
あずはあずゃで
うちの自慢の親友ゃ
うちかてはょ帰りたいしか
考えてへんもん
うちも成長せなあかんてあせってまうわ。。。
うちもあずにあいたい(´・ω・`)
I miss you...
I lost one of my friends.
but i'm fine because he is not so close ot me.
why did he mention it at first?
has he lived in America longer than me?
I'm japanese but here in America.
he does'nt tell me his situation.
how did i know it without saying?
i can't understant he angry with plp asking him to pick them up.
he can deny if he doesn't want.
he could tell me just he wanted to study for a test,
so he couldn't take us drive.
it was just mailing.
i can't feel his atmosphere!!
ha-
he jsut took out it on me.
it irritates me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
good bye.
i never speak to him.
ママさんかゎぇぇゃん
and you're a good daughter
I also will send a present to my mother
I'm happy to hear that!
ぃろんなとこつれてってもらぇんの
楽しいでなー
have a lot of fun with him
i got up at 7;30 today.
Now i'm eating OREO watching "Sex and the City"
it's good for listenig!
i hope.
love you, my dear friend
