Apr.6

So pretty well but just fuckin tired! i really need to get to sleep right now..lol

Hmm..cuz i've some task for schooool its really so killing me!!!!!! Actually i did a task this all weekend xxxxD So im funckin EXHAUSTED !!!! Hah, anyway i'm good everything i guess

Never ever i dont wanna say good bye.

Well, I have a bad news... My grandmother was dead in the dawn Actually i still cant belive this i wanna must say "It's not real it's just nightmare" But you know it's REAL NOT NIGHTMARE

But, it will be ok. I'm so sorry for your loss you have my deepest sympathy The memory i wont forget it I LOVE YOU FOREVER GRANDMO ♥

自分にとって2011年は最初からまったく良い事が全然なかったような気がする・・

だと言っても

これ以上悪い事はなかったよな・・ある訳がない・・

お祖母さんが亡くなってからほぼ5日が経っちまったよね・・

5日も経ってるのにまだ信じられない・・

いや、信じたくない。

ばーちゃんそこはこっちより幸せだよね？じーちゃんに会えたの？

ねー

婆ちゃん・・どこかで聞いてるならお願いだから・・

もうそこの世界では細かいな事なんて悩まずにじーちゃんと誰よりも幸せになってくれよ・・。

ね？そうしてくれるよね？

会いたいよ・・

婆ちゃん愛してるよ(^-^)

보고싶어요 할머니.

그곳에선 행복하세요 부디 편히 잠드시길..

사랑해요

ご故人のご冥福を心からお祈り致します・・。

TIRING

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!!!!!!!

Im so fuckin tired today its been a fuckin long long today!!!!!!!!!!!! I really hate Mon cuz its terrible so much than day I thought Waking up sweat again Another days been laid to waste and stuck in my head again I cant explain very well but feels like Ill never leave this place in FUCKIN HERE !!

Maybe theres no escape I'm my own worst enemy I'm sick off feeling I'm really SUFFOCATION !!

I dont know what to take? Im not prepared I hyperventilate Looking for help somehow somewhere AND no one dont care LoL Somebody tell me !! What the fuck is wrong with me!!