Lemons Basket -5ページ目

Lemons Basket -5ページ目

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13Jun
- Dancin' with the DJ
  Omg this is not a real recruitment festival, here everyone just party!We have been invited at ILLUMINATION MCGUFF's party yesterday, in the student's lounge with open bar.WHO-HO.I usually don't drink at all but, I had so much fun that I could finish my own little bottle of beer. I'm all grown up~ lolBy the way, it wasn't the kind of party I'm used to. At the beginning, it was really weird, the club looked empty and nobody was dancing. But then... a trumpeter, two drummers and a singer came out from nowhere and they played live with the DJ.I could see everyone genuinely having fun! I don't know how to explain it! It was simply beautiful!Moreover, it looked like everyone felt free and at ease, and lots of peoplewere talking to each other (it might look obvious but it's not).One of the drummers was also the DJ assistant.During one of his breaks, while he was kinda dancing alone, I asked him to dance.I ASKED HIM TO DANCE and he accepted. He's a really good dancer and he taught me a few moves.LOL, me!I danced with the DJ!iPhoneからの投稿
09Jun
- Annecy
  Arrived in this charming "little" french town, traffic is a mess and the weather is so hot I can't even breathe.but, the lake and the town are really beautiful.I'm enjoying a little bit of shopping too.I already bought a package of madelains and I'm planning to buy more patissieries~I'm trying to be positive but I'm scared to death for the interviews... which are a mess and I don't even know what to do. Swan *^*!iPhoneからの投稿
08Jun
- leavin'
  We just left for Annecy, with lots of worries doubts and insecurities in our luggages.I'm very frail, more than what I thought.Because... I cried, trying to not be heard, when I realised I lost my mum's old sunglasses.and I still can't understand how they could slip out of my handbag, where and when.I'll visit the Vintage Market in S.Ambrogio when we'll be back. I'll look for the same model. Or maybe I will find my old ones there.Who knows.In the mean time, let this adventure begin!iPhoneからの投稿
25May
- Grown up
  oh boy.Same person, same stupid senseless stuff.It looks like that I'm a veeery despicable child because at the age of 22 I want to buy a Lego Movie Play-set instead of a branded bag.mhhh... do you remember I graduated from animation college, do you?Yup (･∀･)/iPhoneからの投稿
12May
- Friendly Warning
  I had a really weird phone call with Yokkun the other day. What he said kept bothering me so much that I didn't sleep well in the past two days.We were discussing about the plane booking and other stuff about our future trip to Japan. Me, Nacchan, Yokkun and Wewy will visit Japan probably in summer 2015.Yokkun has ben going through a lot in the past years, and he grew a lot since high school. He's also a year older than me.But the fact he's half italian and half japanese has always caused him some problem when it comes to express his inner feelings."I'm glad you know what you want to do in your life. I'm really happy you are so determinate and finally you can come to Japan. but... you have to be careful. We have a really dark side.You must not trust anyone. Even if they treat you like a friend, you go out together etc. don't trust anyone.They will crush you, they will try to make you reach the bottom.you have to be strong."He was so serious, he actually scared me.I'm very pessimistic when it comes to myself but, I always try to see the bright side in others.I guess he's sincerely worried for me. Or he wouldn't have used so many strong words...Or he just mispronounced a few and it turned out this scary.Anyway, I'll keep that in mind.I will be strong, and come back as the winner.iPhoneからの投稿
27Apr
- Spring fever
  April it's ending. but I got the chance to end it with fireworks.I will attend Nemoland's workshops with Takahata Isao-Sensei.Some of my friends will attend it too. I wanted to be at my very best but, as for now I got a bad cold.so... yeah, no fluffy skirt but heavy wool sweater. bye bye april!iPhoneからの投稿
23Apr
- Brighter than the sun
  My house is empty again! YAY!I made some pretty good design in the past few days!I'm going in the right direction.Spring blues is getting better too, I found some-kind of a cure: cheerful music :)
18Apr
- getting ready
  my dad's relative will come from (almost) every part of the world to celebrate easter here in my hometown.most of them will stay at my place, other at my grandma's and i think more will be my aunt and uncle's guests.we have been busy getting all ready, making reservation for the food, cooking etc.I feel really tired, and I'm still not done cooking.I'm in charge of the cakes, obviously, but I had to help my mum with her assignments (bread and pizza).I have mixed feelings about this family reunion. I don't know any of my father's relatives except the closest ones.I sincerely don't want some old granny to "scold" me because the path I choose it's wrong/useless/will never take me anywhere.When I say "I attended art school. I'm a cartoonist now."they always give me a shocked gaze and say "ah... " or "just this? can't you do anything else but draw?" and then look at each other disappointed.heeew. I'm kinda used to it but... These days I'm just not in the mood to take more unnecessary criticism.cheer for me :)iPhoneからの投稿
14Apr
- Spring Blues Recap
  Yah' got me! Still here, once again the blues came.I've been avoiding sunlight AND human relationship for a whole week.Now I'm getting better making myself fresh fruit parfaits and watching/singing disney movies.Annecy MIFA is getting clooooseeeer and I'm really behind.But, here comes the genie:TAKE IT EASY.For the first time in my life I'm learning to slow down.I've put so much pressure on me in the past few years. Way too much.So...! It's time to slow down, enjoy what I have and breathe.Also, I made my mat(?) test for IELTS and... I got the lowest score in speaking.Teacher judging me so hard because I lost my british accent ages ago LOLSooooo... yup. That's all for now :D
13Mar
- Cut
  Is ever happened to you, after paying a "visit" to the hairdresser, find out how horrible your cut is?As for now, I wish I could rip my head off.And that's ONLY because I decided to follow some GENIUS' advice.Because we should save more money, she said.Because why do you go to Florence anyway. Just go in our hometown, she said.Because you should try my hairdresser, she said. She is cheaper, she said.The only thing I liked in my "style" was my haircut. It will take ages to grow back how it was.And the worst thing is... that is all MY fault.I decided to follow her advice.I knew it would be wrong, because nothing goes right when I follow her "advices" (more like orders tbh) BUT I did it anyway.For what? To make her happy? To do as I was told to? Now I feel like I've been deprived even of my last sparkle of hope. It's not for the haircut itself, there is a lot more than that.iPhoneからの投稿
03Mar
- the right thing
  Is ever happened to you, being doubtful about the decisions you make?I found myself trying to justify my actions and I was looking for a "logic" explanation. This makes no sense.I did something right.I did something nice.I don't need any real motivation. I don't have to explain it to anyone.I just did it because I wanted to.And it feels great.iPhoneからの投稿
25Feb
- 1 hour and half
  I spent the whole morning standing alone and regretting of wearing short socks because a sunlight sparkle that confused me and made me think it was spring already.But, I forgiven my friend for being so late right away. I didn't see her in 3 years after all. I couldn't be grumpy with the short time we had.geez... Japanese schedules are really something! I wish I could show her more cool places, and take her to see an italian manga shop. But, I was happy that she was happy eating pasta lol I liked the little details, and the fact that she unexpectedly and unknowingly choose things I really like a lot.Even if we have been friends for kind of a long time now, we don't really know each other well. Because of the language gap.That's also my fault. I should have studied japanese earlier and monte intensely. Aya can't speak english well, and I tend to speak itanglish with her.I mean, without any accent and slowly trying to make more easy for her to understand. I don't really know if it's a good thing to do since is not how I usually speak english. I feel like I'm treating her like a baby...She was trying really hard to speak italian! It was really nice! Even if she's 2 years younger than me, I feel like she looks a lot more like an adult than me... I still feel a kid somehow.Thanks to Aya I could eat MeltyKiss winter limited edition~Ichigo flavour !And I can't wait to try all these too!I wonder how she knew that I liked Nagisa and Aoi no Exorcist... She also gave me a map of Free! location that were used in the anime.I will add this tour to my to-do list when i'll go to Japan.cheers!iPhoneからの投稿
18Feb
- I love strawberries
  I feel like spring blues is coming again What to do to prevent it?Eat clean, draw a lot and spend more time with my friends.We should love ourselves more, and be patient. I choose a difficult path (two difficult paths sigh...) so I need time to practice! Even if the world says I must hurry. I don't mind.And, in spring berries always costs less!!! yayiPhoneからの投稿
20Jan
- Job Hunting
  Isn't job hunting tiring?I guess I should've done it japanese style... aka during my senior year.Now it's even more difficult.But somehow I'll get over this ( ° v ° )bI need to print my curriculum again and just spread it everywhere like confetti lol
30Dec
- NYE
  Our usual party won't be held, this year.Everyone will do something on their own, they said.I bet someone won't even send a text with greetings. I wonder why we have such up&downs and why we can't sincerely talk to one another like all friends should do.I find this "communications" stuff that they're on FB more offensive than a "Sorry, today I'm not in the mood" or "I'd like to be with some other people". I hope this 2014 will bring in some changes; I don't care if good or bad. But something needs to change... As soon as possible...iPhoneからの投稿
28Dec
- It's scary
  Yesterday I went with some friends to watch "Cloudy with chance of Meatballs 2" and "Frozen".When made to catch the train at 8pm, the slow one so we sat comfortably and chatted about the movies we just saw.Than, out of the blue we hear "HELP! HELP! PLEASE HELP!"At the beginning we thought there were some kids playing (lots of kids does this kind of prank on that line...) but than we realized it was a girl's voice. We rushed to the next cart where the voice came from and there was a chinese girl crying, in a broken italian she said that a guy stole her phone while she was texting. She looked really young and she was trembling for the shock. As soon as I stared scream for the train-chief, two other young men came. One of them, went off the train and looked for that guy at the station we stopped at. Unfortunately, he came back telling he couldn't see anyone. That guy was quick to disappear.The girl was so shocked, and she couldn't even remember how that guy looked. Me and my friends saw, before hearing the girl's screams, a weird man walking in the hallway. I grabbed my bag because, as walking by, he was staring at me and my friends. So I described to the girl what I could remember and she confirmed it was him. I instantly called the police, and the train-chief arrived. He tried to calm down the girl, and she told him her name address and phone. It happened to be an iphone so I told her to try and locate her phone using iOS new gps service "Find my iPhone" but it showed it as offline.She was still shocked so, after filling the report, she came and sat with me and my friends. Later, we had to get off so we said goodbye and we entrusted the girl to the train-chief.Using all the Apple apps, gps, sms tracking etc I spent all day trying to find her phone. But, that guy must have turned it off. I'm so sorry I couldn't help more... I send her an e-mail, in the simplest italian I could use to make her understand all the things she has to do, how to report to the police, how to block her sim card and where to go to ask help to the italian authorities... It's really scary that we can't even seat peacefully and some random guy just takes our stuff right from our hands... ugh...
13Dec
- Up
  Today I went to my twitter friend's fashion school graduation ceremony. I wish my school organised something similar for us... sigh.It was nice and relaxing. Unfortunately i didn't have many things to say because... I've basically lived an housewife life in the mast months... so...w...h... orzOn my way there I meet... well, let's say I meet my latest crush. We walked together for a bit and then, when we said bye, he said "let's meet sometimes!" ............... *flips table*After coming back home I felt the incredible need of seeing my cousin. I took some freshly baked pastries and I went at his place with my mum.My aunt and my uncle were just coming back home from work, so we had dinner together. We planned our Christmas Eve family reunion's lunch&dinner and I volunteered for the cake (obviously).When I was younger, I used thinking that my uncle was very rude. He's mostly a man of action but, his humour and his love for disney movies are unique lolI got my cousin to join LINE and we agreed we'll meet more often from now onThat's when I suddenly realised that today is 13/12/13 ∑ヾ(￣0￣;ﾉThis 2013 had a lot of this "weird" dates. I don't remember who, but someone told me that these are lucky days. Well, today surely was a good day~! iPhoneからの投稿
25Nov
- Not as planned
  I'm tired of being a prisoner in my own house. I don't want to be stuck in this place, working at my mum's office, doing accounts and being an office lady.I don't want this life. I don't want it.iPhoneからの投稿
15Nov
- Melanchony
  The more days passes, more I feel... empty?I don't have much to do and I can't find a job. So I'm stuck doing houseworks everyday. Nothing changed much, if I think about it.Looking at my "2013 Resolutions" which I made on the first day of this year I feel... Disappointed. But, at the same time "Shouganai ne..."I reeeally hoped I could do better than this :/
21Oct
- Bad memories?
  I'm really used to cringe attacks.Usually I dismiss all the bad feelings they take up by stopping doing what I was doing and starting doing something else and totally concentrating into it.One of the worst moments that keeps popping up isabout when I was in Korea.I was left alone in the subway, with all my luggage.I remember the pain, the fatigue and the anxiety I felt.I kept telling myself "Don't cry, you must not cry." and " Nothing happened at all." or "You carried heavier stuff than that."At the end, I managed to get to level 3 slowly carrying my stuff down the stairs without crying.I was visibly broken, and I guess my face was really red because I was holding inside all the tears and the anger.Just when I was about going to the stairs and go down to level 4, a tall slim black guy took one of my luggage and took it down to level 4. Than, he came all the way back and did the same thing with all my stuff.I was... shocked? I went down the stairs and I was about to thank him when... I burst into tears.I think I traumatized him.But, well, I was so moved that all the pain and the anger just disappeared thanks to his kindness and... getting rid all at once of the anger I was holding inside bought me to that reaction...probably.Than he patted me on my shoulder while I was still sobbing and went to his track.When I got to level 5, an old korean man helped me carry my bags on the train.When I went down to my stop... I don't know, someone somewhere really loves me a lot- I thought.A grandma with her little nephew, a school girl in her uniform and man helped me carrying all my luggage up on the stairs and out from the subway station.I thanked them in all the languages I could and, when the little kid told me "fighting" I couldn't hold my tears again. The school girl smiled at me and gave me a tissue, I thanked them all again and they went away, back on their daily lives.Recalling these memories still hurts and even if I won't forget the painful moments before this whole subway-event that easily, I'm really thankful to all those people and the memory of their kindness will surely help me in the future.Even if we won't meet again, thank you from the bottom of my heart.I don't know what to hope for you because wishing only your happiness is not enough for me.You were just passing by, maybe you were really busy but you decided to stop anyway and help me, stop and help someone you never saw before, someone who probably had big red eyes a really pale face messy hair and messy clothes.Really Really Really Really Really Thank You.