I wanna cry
I wanna cry
I just wanted a mail from you
I just wanted hear your voice
Nobady is my side
You like him and you and you and...
Fuckin' everybody likes you
so they never listen to me
I am so sad
SHIT
why this is her B.D.?
by the way
E sent mail to me and Hiroki
Should she have to do that?
SHIT
OH MY GOD SHIT
How long this sickness will contine
I am having such a hard time
cannot stop coughing, breezing my nose
I feel bad.
I became 3rd year student.
This is my jonior year nad what?
I cannot do well on everything
I think I am doing too much.
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everything is not going well
I still love him.
I love him.
but I think he still love his ex.
but I cannot say anything to him caz I am the one still loving my first BF.
I wanna talk to him. I reallly want
but I don't caz I don't want my bf to do that.
what am I worrying about?
what is that?
what is scary for me?
what is that?
cannot be nice to everybody
especially when I am sick
cannot do anything right
especially when I feel bad
Sorry to everybody
but I need rest and I need money
DAMN SHIT
BULL SHIT
anyway
hope he don't go away
and I will be good.
