I sat and reflected ...............................................................
this idea as if a needle has pierced my head and heart ..........................................
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I LOVE YOU ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
D'espairsray mean something in my life...
especially you !
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Hello
Tonigth I saw nigthmares....................................................
It's restlessly to me
I saw mother. I saw he.
many another people
My dreams mean for me much.
I can not tell what I saw.......................................................................
My dreams is the one place where I can meet my mother and tell
with she about my probles.
Also the one place where I can meet HE. He is so far from me.
Japan~Russia. Never. Pain... for some reason still.............................
By all ways the weather feel me.
The weather is windly now.
and the sun sometimes ... clouds.
bye
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Spring...
I observed interesting picture just...
The red cat was stolen for the black kitty!
Spring... 
RED cat and the BLACK kitty!
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Why we cannot be with the lovely person?
Why your love is doomed for misfortune when he is well-known and you are not ?
I really love He.
I want that he always smiled.
His smile the most light, sincere, beautiful, warm.
I love his smile,
I love his eyes,
I love his voice,
I love his hands,
I love his body,
I love his ideas,
I love his fears,
I love his pleasure.
He is the butterfly. He is the butterfly of Darkness. I love he! 
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