after the Japanese Language Courses...

I didn't understand what happened yesterday.

Last night was difficult.

Misha!!!

Why do you love me? You can not love me!

You want to be with someone who does not live here?




I don't even understand myself. Why do you love me?

Rosebud. Thank you. I have not thrown it.



I can not love you.


In my heart has only one person.

He is perfect... I LOVE HIM! only... Excuse me, excuse me everyone. I do not understand what I do next ...





Leave me alone !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I lost interest in all my guys at one moment..........................

Rage

???????

October 17 I'm going to Moscow.

I'll spend the night with my friend S.



Maybe something will change during this time?




I promised to be with whom I will marry.

Is he my friend?

What's up with love???

find me!

Rage.

http://vkontakte.ru/video11323068_151749758?noip

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Why is unbearably sad to me?

Every 2 days I want to get drunk.

I don't want them to see me drunk and crying.

I'm losing myself.

Distruction.

Even my dear friend S. can't get me out of darkness.

My heart crumbles to dust.

The autumn wind is waving it.

This autumn has given me something great.

Just this September the best in my life.

Also this month has broke my hope.

Tomorrow September will end.

This Sunday will be two weeks since he left.

He don't need me. I wanted to be useful and necessary.

Who am I? What do I do?

Rage.