omg yay :3

i just spent AAALLLLL morning working on some stuff because someone from POLO Ralph Lauren contacted me asking to see my things! ヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ

I know my designs aren't exactly catering towards the type of fashion polo does, but.. it can't hurt to try! :D
job's a job. I am SOOOO desperate for one, and i've only been unemployed for a week! D:

I had to dig out old things that i did in school that were a bit more "conservative" but.. i douldn't find anything >_< so... the poor man gets some of my VK/lolita inspired clothing instead. OOOPPPSSSSSSS. <-- that's so cute. what's it do? monokuro boo?

my computer is slooowwwwwwwww...

welll... all i can hope is that... they like my things! though i will admit they're a bit unconventional ._.

i also hope that he isn't bothered by my huge watermark. i think i faded it enough. and besides, i don't need people stealing my work (-з-)



then i realized after i had sent the email that i had forgotten to include hand flats! (＠Д＠；
AAGAGGAGGAAHAGAGAGGAAG

OH WELL. it'll just look bad if i chase one email with another one with "OH BY THE WAY I'M A HUGE DUMBASS HERE'S WHAT I'M MISSING BECAUSE I COULDN'T PUT IT ALL IN THE SAME EMAIL. I'M LACKADAISCAL AND STUPID LIKE DAT. P.S.... HIRE ME PLEASE."

hmmm... now that i'm taking another look at my girls, i should probably not have them spaced so awkwardly. OH WELL.


lunchtimeeeee :D


i really want a burrito. but.. i HATE mexican food! D:
i'm going to make hot and sour soup! with noodles! :D
i had it at a restaurant last sunday, i believe, it was pretty tasty.


wow.. i think this is officially my spammy journal.

angerrrrrrrrrrrrr

why is ameba slow?

I SO ANGRYZ.

of course i could be posting this on LJ, but the fact that i have a new spiffy journal to spam is awesome. the novelty hasn't worn off yet 83

anyway, had a few dreams last night that were totally creeeeeepy.
woke up this morning to a text message by andrew.
HE TOLD ME THAT OUR BOSS HIRED A RECEPTIONIST. WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT A CUNT. is this against ameblo rules? i don't know. CUNTS!!!!
she's basically started all over, conning people. she stills owes the rest of us money!
i should just type out the entire drama filled stoy and just link all of our manufacturers to it. but who knows if they'll read and believe.. or even read, period.
.. i just logged onto my work email and someone by the name of Lalitha is using my email!!!!! WHAT IS THIS?!?!??!!?! ヽ(`Д´)ノ

aaarrrgghghghhhhhhhh I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS!
FRUSTRATION!

i keep pushing andrew to go with me to the labor department as well as the small business beaureu, but he hasn't. so we keep waiting and waiting, i guess it's because deep down on the inside, we want to resolve this with no problem and no legal action. it's the simplest way, after all. but then she'll keep conning people like she has to everyone who has worked there before us, and now after us. that's how she has survived this long.
I WANT HER DEAD. i want her business gone, i want her to have NOTHING. she deserves absolutely NOTHING. she is a CRIMINAL, plain and simple and that's how she is and always will be. i am raging at the simple fact that she has the nerve to tell us not to come back until she gets money to pay us the 1 MONTH's salary she owes us, yet right after we leave, she hires new people. WHAT?


UGHUHGHHHHH never ending frustration!!

the IRS WILL be called, even if i'll have to pay the taxes that have not been taken out of my paycheck as a consequence.

(￣ー￣)

really? this is so frustrating. people. i hate them.

well, the background's been figured out. just me clicking randomly until i found something spiffy. i'm not totally 100% thrilled with the options i have, but i don't know HTML or anything so i can't really play around that much. something is better than nothing, i guess.
i'll explore more.

but yeah, since no one reads this thing, i'm not going to tell a story.
today i got 3 emails from people.... 1 from a catering company that is 30 minutes away. they want me to call to make an appointment to have an interview. it's so far away, and i am lazy. the pay is good, i suppose, and i'd need to wear a tuxedo to serve people.
another from an agency that i don't know what they're doing.. they keep asking me questions i don't feel inclined to answer. the person who is emailing me doesn't think i'm from the US or speak english, apparently,
the last one is from polo ralph lauren! this is semi- exciting, because it could be a great job opportunity. unfortunately, they're asking for things to show that i do not have ready.. so i'll need to get them ready tomorrow to show.

i took apart my portfolio.... now i need to put it back together, and fast. but.. i have no printer ink...

..........(￣_￣ i)

.... seriously what the crap. i've figured out some stuff,, LIKE POSTING ENTRIES! :D

buuuuttttt... other things are still a mystery and a half. ┐(￣ヘ￣）┌

aggravation.... well, i DID learn something. i'm starting to recognize words! lD

well. whatever. i'm glad that i have tons of free time now so i can sit here all day and figure this out.

now that the basics are figured out, i need to figure out how to take the prefix off of my name. i don't like it there. s'ok i'm slightly genderqueer anyway i guess 8V

i want to put up a background and a header so my page isn't so.. white. but i can't put my finger on how it's done..... ><

eventually, i suppose.



durp.




Hi john. :B

waaahhhhhhhh

what am i doing? i have no idea D: