Xmas and New Year's Eve

Merry belated Christmas and Happy New Year's eve !

Truthfully I didn't spend a nice Christmas.
My flat is currently being redone, and we actually spent a shitty Christmas...
No Christmas tree and ugly walls without wall paper and no fresh paint...
Boxes everywhere and furniture one on another to make place...

But anyway I'm used to it ^^ I don't think I remember when was the last nice Christmas I spent...
Same deal with New Years Eve ^^

I wish everyone to spend nice New Year Eve even though I won't =p
But I guess that's how it is !
At least I got to eat nice food and I really had nice presents !

I had a Netbook for Uni ^^
I'm left handed and my left wrist is weak so I can't write to much with it !
Taking notes was a living hell this past semester so I badly needed a Netbook !
He is really cute xD Shinning black, small and efficient, I love it !

I also got an iPhone 4S... I actually paid for more than half but I still consider it as a present !
But it had a problem so it had to get send to repain =(
I can't wait for it to be back <3 I don't like the shitty replacement phone I have...

Right now I'm watching MBC Korean Music Festival ^^

I was supposed to work... but... xD right
I have exams in less than 2 weeks but you know.. it's hard to work during christmas and New Year period ....

I'm also sad because I ordered ViViD's Fake but didn't received it yet... must have been lost T.T

Mmmh I sure did buy a lot of things this month... I purchased my two favorite SHINee albums
I'm so happy I have 2009 Year of Us and LUCIFER !
I also bought myself the SHINee agenda ! It's pretty and usefull !
And I also bought a Big Bang Tonight bag for my laptop =p
Not forgeting that in October I bought for nearly 200 euro of tickets for Music Bank...

I was so sad when they cancelled the 2nd date... I so wanted to try both sitted and standing area for the same concert...
When I think about the day I learned the news... it was pretty big...
It was when I checked my other account of Fb since I have two... and saw my bestfriend writting something like "THEY DID IT ! THEY DARED TO CANCEL IT"
I immediately guessed what it was about but I forced myself to stay calm.
But when I checked the page, and saw the news, I started to shake like crazy
My blood presure leveled up and I was torn btw an extreme anger and sadness.
I was not in the worst case scenario. I had tickets for both shows already and I would be refounded
But I so wanted to go with my bestfriend. More than anything actually
And her depressing about the fact she couldn't come because she couldn't exchange her train's ticket
I think I was much more sad for her than anything else...
But everything went well since she managed to change her train ticket after all !

This year... a lot happenned.
Bad things
Good things
Sad things
Happy things
But I'm thankfull. After all, all of that is what makes who I am.
I don't regret anything ^^

I just hope the uppcomming year will be full of events and will make me grow !

Versailles Château dela Charbonnière Live Report

For sure, that 15 October 2011 was a long day ^^
First of all... I went to bed at ... 1:30 AM
And being the busybody I am, I got up at 6:00 AM
Going to the kitchen I smell a weird smell
I ask other people in the house I woke up while getting up and they said they didn't smell anything
So I go back to clean the house... until all the lights turned off
TOTAL BLACKOUT
I started panicking
I'm an organisation maniac, and when something doesn't go my way, I tend to panick
After a few panicked calls to my father and him leaving suddenly work for comming, everything turned
out well
Or at least it was just the fridge that died and something in the motor was burning
I actually saved my house from being turned to ashes for a second time
Be grateful guys è_é

I still lost a big hour and a half
So I started running around the house while getting ready
First I put my contact lenses for the very first time
I was stressed out but it turned out really well.
Or at least the left was easy... the right a bit more complicated...
But I was really pleased with the result
I have really dark black eyes
So having blue eyes for once was really awesome
I couldn't stop looking at my eyes in every mirror I came across xD
But I had to pull myself together, I was running late.
I did my make up which didn't turned out well
My skin condition was bad due to the medecine I had been taking
But whatever
Finally I ended up ready to go out at 10:15 AM
According to my schedule, I was 15 min late
So I started running in the subway and in the streets.
At 10:35 I was in front of the PIZZA HUT and commanded food

We were actually 3 friends planning to go to the concert
So I suggested we ate a pizza together before going to the concert

Solveig came near the PIZZA HUT to help me carry the food and we came back to my place
we waited anxiously for the 3rd one, Ludwig who was running late è_é
The organisation freek I was, was really stressed xD
Finally we go out to pick him up and we FINALLY eat that damn Pizza xD
At 12:10 we finally went out.
10 minutes late on my schedule è_é
But whatever
We met up with the chauffeur who was going to drive us there

In the car, during the two hours that lasted the travel we talked mainly about Visual Kei
It was fun !

Once arrived in Saint Jean de Braye we got lost...
And that quite made our chauffeur make jokes that made the whole car laugh
'Si il y a un Chinois, on le suit !"
xD
But we finally ended up to the right place after following two girls who were obviously going to the
concert according to their clothes

The first thing I thought once I went out of the car was...
TOILET !
Yeah... nice right ? xD
But then, we ended up saying hello to people we knew, mainly from the French ViViD Forum I work as an Admin in
First Alexis, the shining STAR everyone knows and whose hair is well-known as a lucky charm
Then Manon ( Shu ) who was there with a friend of hers, Sasha, a quiet but nice guy ^^
We crashed into where they were staying and talked to kill time
Lots of laugh, nice jokes... and dirty jokes
"Abeille, dard, Reno", quel est le point commun ? xD
There was a DJ too and he was only putting Visual Kei songs ^^
That was nice too~

Around 05:00 PM people started to get up and push towards the front
So we got up and get towards the right side near the metal barriers
That's about the time Kaname, a young girl from the French ViViD forum did come and joined us ^^
She was so cute but a bit shy right =p
Then, we waited, standing for about two hours until they opened the "doors"
We spent that time... talking but also EATING !
My Oreo had a great success as well as my small dry sausages <3

It started pushing hard
I didn't feel pushed at all since I was on the right side, but I could see other were
After a bit of a strugling, we ended up in the concert place
They checked our tickets and we got towards the scene
Solveig was already in so I went towards her.
We were somewhere in the middle of the scene... Between Kamijo and Teru
And at the 8th rank. Not bad. Not that good either.
I started to grit my teeth when I saw who were people around me.
In front of me a gay guy who didn't have any respect and who seemed to thought my breast was pillows
for his back.
At my right a german pink-haired girl who was pushing hard even before the start to get in front of everyone
Of course I didn't give up but she ended in front by attacking someone else...
( I actually ended up in front of her later and I was happy to get my revenge !
I hope she like how I thrusted my ass to make her back-away è_é )

When the lights started to turn on, illuminating the castle, people started to get more and more excited
Night was falling pretty quickly too
It was a beautiful sight.
We could see the stars in the pure night, the air was fresh and pure...
The castle was really beautiful too ^^ And the lights made it even more awesome !
The scenery was great !

Versailles finally appeared, one after one making people scream and push
We all started to shout "We are... Versailles"
My voice was still not in a good condition, but I did my best to shout along the others
When the first song started to play... don't ask me how, I found myself in the very front
I was like the 2nd-3rd row... and alone.
Turning my head I saw my friend really far behind
I always do that kind of thing during lives
I must have shinobi blood within me è_é

Here is the setlist :

0. Prelude
1. MASQUERADE
2. ASCENDEAD MASTER
3. Judicial Noir
4. Thanatos
5. DESTINY -the lovers-
6. Love will be born again
7. DESCENDENT OF THE ROSE
8. Threshold
9. DRY ICE SCREAM!!
10. Libido
11. Flowery
12. Vampire
13. The Red Carpet Day
14. Faith & Decision

-ENCORE-
1. Remember Forever
2. Philia

-ENCORE 2-
1. The Revenant Choir
2. Serenade

I really had fun !
The mood and atmosphere was good too
Even though it was physicaly difficult to bear being crushed and pushed, I somehow survived xD
I had teary eyes with my contact lenses too xD
Now I know I shouldn't wear contact lenses for lives, lightning+tiredness isn't a good mix
Love Will be Born Again was really moving too,
as well as the moment Kamijo closed the Holy Grail Tour
Kamijo speaking with us was great ^^
He was better at speaking english than actually singing xDD
His french was good too ! his 'je vous aime' 'vous êtes chaud?' were nice ^^
The moment they were talking about the places they had lives in was funny too ^^
Seems like everyone forgot except for Yuki ! That told Kamijo who was repeting confidently xD


When the concert ended we were broke xD
Tired, thirsty and hungry...
And we had still to wait for the meet&greet
As for me, my head hurt really a lot too
And it was starting to get really cold too
We lined up for the meet&greet while having fun and speaking for killing time

I didn't expect the meet&greet to go on like that.
I thought they would be in the white tent but they weren't.
They were sitting on chairs, side by side and were shaking hands
Because it was dark I didn't see them before being actually right in front of them
First was Teru
then Masashi
Kamijo
Yuki
and finally Hizaki
I said a shy Merci to Teru but got myself together to say a warm and sincere "arigatou" to the others
It was quick, but their hands felt warmer than mine, and their simple words to say "merci" was really
sincere and touching
I also got a "aurevoir" from Hizaki ^^

After the meet&greet I stayed near the barriers
Because a friend of mine made a bet
He said he would dare to imitate Kamijo in front of Kamijo
Since he did it really well, I thought it would be funny to see Kamijo's reaction
And he actually dared xDDD
He said something like "Bondsuoiru, Bocalu no Kamijo desu" in front of Kamijo xD
I saw Kamijo smilling quite amused by my friend's imitation xD
The others were also watching, since we were making a bit of a commotion xD
I was clapping my hands and cheering for Alexis ^^
I heard afterward that Teru ignored the girl who was to shake his hand for he was too busy watching
Alexis imitate Kamijo xD
It was really funny ^^
I was proud to know him !
When girls asked me what happened, I said with pride :
" a friend of mine dared to imitate Kamijo in front of Kamijo and he did it really well !"
causing them to laugh and say "that's awesome !"

After this fun episode, I went to the goodies stand.
I was poundering over buying something or not.
I finally did buy a poster, it'll remind me of the concert ^^

I also called the chauffeur and asked him to come since the concert was finished.
We slowly went back to the parking lot and excited the park walking to get to the car.
Going back was really hard.
My head was heavy and hurt like hell
My eyes were stinging and were closing themselves
So I ended up falling asleep pretty quickly on Solveig's shoulder
When I woke up, it was past 1:30 AM and we were in the trafic jam around Paris
Then I did my best not to fall asleep again but my head was hurting so much I kept quiet
At 2:15 I was home.
The first thing I did, was to get my circle lenses off
Then I removed my make up and then my clothes
And I went to sleep, completely exhausted

The day after, I surprisingly got up at 9:30 AM and I was fine
My ribs, back and neck were hurting a bit, but I was really feeling much more better thant after SM TOWN in Paris xD
But going to school after that was still hard xD
I was fine but still tired and painfull all over ^^

But this concert is an experience i'll never forget.
I spent time with wonderfull people I'm glad are my friends
I attended a wonderfull show of an awesome band
Those memories may fade on my mind since humans are weak beings
But the feeling I got during that day won't fade
Nor the smilling face of my friend who shared that day with me

Thanks to Versailles for this live !
Thanks to Ash the chauffeur and his friend, Solveig, Ludwig, Alexis, Manon, Sasha, Kaname for being
there with me and making that day an unforgetable day !

WE ARE VERSAILLES !

And now ?

It's been a while right...
Not that I was the kind to write much to start with...
But I guess that being bored right now...
Maybe a bit down too ?

I'm now an official Psychology Student
I've been more busy...
But I really love psychology
I feel I'm really where I'm supposed to be
I hope that won't change

I was at Versailles' live last week ^^
I have so much to tell about it !
I guess I'll write a live report in French in an other blog ^^

And... In less than two days, tickets will be sold for Music Bank
I still remember when I saw the information of a Music Bank being held in Paris
I started jumoing everywhere crying loud 'YEAAAAH'
Even though I'm not really the kind to make much noise if happy xD
But now anthousiasm left for worries xD
First of all prices were... a bit more expensive than expected.
Especially for standing places.
And since I want to go the two days it'll be expensive.
For the 8th, I'll take the best sitted place since I'll be alone.
Standing places are not fun when alone right ?
And for the 9th, some friend will come so we'll be a few, going to standing places
Best sitted places cost 99,40 euros
Fosse places cost 88,40
That is a total of 187,80 euro xD
I'm really thankfull I live in Paris...
I don't think I would have come if I had to pay the train and the hotel too
But now the main reason I'm nervous
Is because we're all expecting the tickets to make a SOLD OUT really quickly...
I hope I'll get my tickets...
And for the sitted one, a good spot !!!

YAAAY ! Just got it !

I've been waiting SOOOO long !!!

When I got up this morning around 9,
I only had time to wash my face and eat my breakfast when some knocked
It was the building's guardian who usally picks mail and give it to people leavingthere
And she had a long package in her arms.
When she knocked I already knew it was my package
But when I saw the long package lying in her arms I was overjoyed !

While holding it, I was actually jumping around the house screaming with joy

As it was shipped exactely two weeks ago I was getting anxious
The more I waited, the more I had thoughts like "the mail lost it" and so on

Unpacking it was really fun xD
Looking at me one may have thought that I was some little child on chrismas day ^^

I got three posters ( of the same kind I guess ) with the BLUE white look ^^

Two of them are still rolled up xD
The third one i being flatened by some heavy books xDDD
And then I'll put in on the wall ^^


I bought the 3 version ^^ ( the box is my ViViD box with magazines, CD etc )



This is almost everything I have ViViD related. I do have more magazines with them
But only one with ViViD doing a front cover


The 3 version plus the bonus of the regular version ^^


Here is a close up !
Actually it can"t be seen here but there's the silver thing with ViViD and BLEACH written and then the picture ^^
The both of them put together is really nice !
Actually the purple thing is my lap and more precisely my purple satin nightdress
xD I wasn't dressed yet when I got my package xD
Even though I was cold walking it that ( it's actually half-thight short and has no sleeves ) I wanted to play with my goods first xD


This is the A Type ^^
With a DVD with the PV of BLUE, A Version and the live of Yume Mugen no Kanata from C.C. Lemon Hall December 2010


This is the regular version ^^ With the only songs, BLUE, CRISIS, and Re:Load ( my favorite )


Here is a close up of the bonus of the regular version !
Since BLUE is the OP of BLEACH they made that I guess =p
Actually it can"t be seen here but there's the silver thing with ViViD and BLEACH written and then the picture ^^
The both of them put together is really nice !



Here is the card I got ^^
I got Ko-ki but since I wanted Reno's card I found someone to switch with ^^
She got Reno as she wanted Ko-ki xD So it's a deal !


The B Type of BLUE... With the B type of the PV and RiL's live
C.C. Lemon December 2010 still ^^

Actually both lives where from the same live which was made into a DVD ;


I do wonder why they kept few song out of the DVD to put it on DVD bonus though

But I'm really happy xD
I was a bit grumpy those times so it lightnened my mood ^^

Now I'm listening to some music ^^
It's actually surprising to see how much I got my music player rather filled by korean songs

I actually gave my old Ipod to my father while he'll get me a new one, so I only listen to songs on my Blackberry... Which isn't as much filled with songs.
There are only songs I can listen anywhere anytime and it changes often.

Right now I'm listening to Mr. Simple song which is Super Junior's comeback song
Even though I'm not too much into Super Junior the song is nice ^^
And the lyrics are really true and deep xDD
I also have ALL SHINee's songs ^^ They're my 2 favorite band after all
( of course I also have all songs of my 1st favorite band, ViViD ^^ )
I do have some Jpop song left... my most favorite NEWS songs like Sayendou, Ai no Matador, Ai Nante ou Hoshi wo Mezashite have been here for a year and a half and I don't want to delete them... yet ? xD
I have one and only one song of Marilyn Manson... Personal Jesus, a Depeche Mode cover
I really like it. I liked Marilyn Manson first when I was like 14 and I have all his songs.
But I only listen to my few favorites now ^^
I have quite a few Jang Geun Suk songs... I like his voice.
Let me Cry is really a good song... powerfull and dark
I also listen often to my S.E.N.S. songs. They may be instrumental but I love them
Truely
Brave Soul is the one I like the best. Then is Wish
I love their songs ^^ Hope I'll be able to listen to more soon !
I have also Versailles songs. Most of them actually. But recently I've been listening a lot to "Destiny - The Lovers-"
But since I'm planning to go to Versailles' concert in October learning songs isn't a bad idea xD
Of course I have few SNSD songs xD To make me dance right xD
Here I also have Within Temptation last album.
I liked their previous albums better since they were more symphonic but those songs are catchy and easier to sing on ^^
Big Bang... I've been replaying "Tonight" so much lately xDD I hope I won't grow tired of it xD

DBSK, Andrew Lloyd Webber, OLIVIA, Lordi, Drama OST, Yamapi, Nightiwsh, Sam Brown, Won Bin, Eric Saade, SS501, G-Dragon, Ock Ju Hyun, Delain, capsule, TaeYeon, SuG, LIGHTNING, f(x), BEAST,Hey!Say!JUMP, Sphere, The Trax, Yoshioka Aika, SM The Ballad, Cinema Bizarre, Brown Eyed Girls, Shuji to Akira

Waaaou xD So much different thing xDD
At least one may say that I'm more into asian music xDD

I just wanted to talk about the music I like now...

Maybe in a few years I'll be reading this once again and I'll smile xDD

Right now I'm going to watch City Hunter ! It's such a good drama ...
I really love it !

Translation - Ok Ju Hyeon - Pe Ijiwon

As much as I've watched more than half of the drama...
I wasn't moved by the drama itself...
Sure it is fun but nothing more ...
But the thing that really moved me in Coffee House was the Original Soundtrack
Yeah I'm well know to be a OST maniac
( I do have all the soundtracks of what I watched on my computer... so around a 100 ? xD )
And this time it really moved me...
I actually heard 3 sec of a song at the end of the very firsts episodes
And I wanted to hear more of it...
So I downloaded the whole OST...
And I ended up tearing while listening to it...
Since it is in Korean, I only understood the meaning of some sentences
( it is simple Korean actually so it was easy for me to understand most of it )
And this song ended up being the one I was Replaying again and again.
So I wanted to know more about it.
Actually parts of this song were used for the drama and translated by the sub team
Then I did my best to put the parts together and I ended up with the english lyrics
( only a pity I wasn't able to find the meaning of the title... )
Not to mention that everythime I would read them - especially the bridge - I would tear up
I'm too much of a sensible girl right =p
Then I wanted to make a translation into French ^^
I love translating right xD
So here it is :



Hangeul :

어쩌죠 그대가 또 생각이 나요
내 심장이 한 사람만 원해요
어쩌죠 사랑이 난 겁이나는데
마주보면 난 또 웃게돼

나를 설레게 하는 사람
숨겨왔던 내맘 들켜버린 것 같아

사랑해요 사랑해줘요
단 하루도 그대없인 안돼요
그대에게 첫사랑 난 아니라 해도
나는 너무 행복해
보이나요 나에 사랑이
들리나요 심장이 뛰는 소리를
어쩌면 그 전부터 시작된 사랑도 그대일지몰라

나를 꿈꾸게 하는 사람
내게 남은 사랑 모두 다 주고 싶어

사랑해요 사랑해줘요
단 하루도 그대없인 안돼요
그대에게 첫사랑 난 아니라 해도
나는 너무 행복해
보이나요 나에 사랑이
들리나요 심장이 뛰는 소리를
어쩌면 그 전부터 시작된 사랑도 그대일지몰라

나 아파도 기다릴게요
언제라도 그 어떤 모습이라도
내겐 멋질테니까
그댈 볼 수 있다면
그걸로 난 충분해

보이나요 나에 사랑이
들리나요 심장이 뛰는 소리를
그댄 나의 첫사랑
내 마지막 사랑 날 사랑해줘요

English Translation :

I don’t know why, you’re more on my mind.
My heart is asking for only one person.
I don’t know why, love scares me.
What shall I do when you look at me like that?

The person who excites me.
I think my heart has been found out.

I love you. Please love me.
I can’t be without you even for a day.
I may not be your first love,
I’m very happy nonetheless.
Can you see my love?
Can you hear my heart beat?
It could be that I loved you even before.

The person who makes me dream
I want to give all of my love.

I love you. Please love me.
I can’t be without you even for a day.
I may not be your first love,
I’m very happy nonetheless.
Can you see my love?
Can you hear my heart beat?
It could be that I loved you even before.

I will wait for you even through the pain
Whenever it may be, however your appearance
You will look great to me.
Just seeing you
That would be enough

Can you see my love?
Can you hear my heart beat?
You are my first love.
My last love. Please love me.*


French Translation :

Je ne sais pas pourquoi, mais tu est plus souvent dans mon esprit.
Mon coeur ne demande qu'une personne.
Je ne sais pas pourquoi, l'amour m'effraye.
Que devrais-je faire quand tu me regardes ainsi ?

La personne qui me captive.
Je crois que mon coeur s'est révélé.

Je t'aime. S'il te plait aime moi.
Je ne peux pas être sans toi ne serait-ce qu'une journée.
Je ne suis peut-être pas ton premier amour,
Je suis néanmoins très heureuse.
Peux-tu voir mon amour ?
Peux-tu entendre le battement de mon coeur ?
Il se pourrait que je t'aimais déjà auparavant

La personne qui me fait rêver
Je veux donner tout mon amour.

Je t'aime. S'il te plait aime moi.
Je ne peux pas être sans toi ne serait-ce qu'une journée.
Je ne suis peut-être pas ton premier amour,
Je suis néanmoins très heureuse.
Peux-tu voir mon amour ?
Peux-tu entendre le battement de mon coeur ?
Il se pourrait que je t'aimais déjà auparavant

Je t'attendrais même dans la douleur.
Ou que tu sois, quelle que soit ton apparence.
Tu me paraîtras magnifique.
Juste te voir,
Serait suffisant.

Peux-tu voir mon amour ?
Peux-tu entendre le battement de mon coeur ?
Tu es mon premier amour.
Mon dernier amour. S'il te plait aime moi.**






CREDITS
Song ; 페이지원 (Part.2) - 옥주현,소연 - Coffee House OST
English Translation HaruHaru Fansubs
French Translation : Rose aka me xD
> Please don't share without those credits