Ah~ cada día me es más difícil mantenerme.
No importa cuanto lo intente mayores son mis ganas de desaparecer.
Siento que no soy nada y que siempre lo fui.
Cada día parece más largo e insoportable.
Quiero irme de aqui.
Han sido días difíciles.
Siento que cada día que pasa mi animo empeora.
Me siento tan mal conmigo misma.
No se si podre continuar... pero debo hacerlo.
Me queda tan poco.
Debo aguantar un poco más... solo un poco más...
Solo tengo algo que decir:
F*CK EVERYTHING!!
Siento que cada día que pasa mi animo empeora.
Me siento tan mal conmigo misma.
No se si podre continuar... pero debo hacerlo.
Me queda tan poco.
Debo aguantar un poco más... solo un poco más...
Solo tengo algo que decir:
F*CK EVERYTHING!!
Today I went to do a field trip.
go out of town and enjoy some of nature is very nice.
Is a quiet place, also helps inspire me.
I like to stay until sunset. Although I would have liked to take some photographs of the night sky that is even more beautiful.
go out of town and enjoy some of nature is very nice.
Is a quiet place, also helps inspire me.
I like to stay until sunset. Although I would have liked to take some photographs of the night sky that is even more beautiful.
Today marks the Valentine's Day here.
And when I went for a walk first thing I saw were not happy couples.
In the center square was a large group of people.
When I arrived it was like "What the fuck?" (゜д゜；)
Then they began to raise flags of Forever Alone and walk around.
There were many Forever Alone.
Strange ¿No?
Although I think it was strange, I was amused.
Maybe I should join them. jaja!
And when I went for a walk first thing I saw were not happy couples.
In the center square was a large group of people.
When I arrived it was like "What the fuck?" (゜д゜；)
Then they began to raise flags of Forever Alone and walk around.
There were many Forever Alone.
Strange ¿No?
Although I think it was strange, I was amused.
Maybe I should join them. jaja!
Some days I wake up thinking I can do all but a few words make me go back to bed with the broken spirit.
I would like to know what will be me.
Eventually be as I say or others say.
Some time ago I promised myself not to think about what others tell me ... but is difficult.
Maybe it's this place that hurts me, but I can't do anything other than wait.
Only two more years and I'll see what happens.
But ... Will I survive?
It's almost once a month that "that" idea comes to my mind but always something that keeps me going.
Maybe fate wants me to stay alive.
Maybe I want to stay alive, after all, I am my destiny.
I decide that happen to me, right?
Yes. Two years go fast and I have to survive. I have plans for the future and I want to meet them. I don't care as.
Not worth it to keep thinking that I should not be here. That's just wasting time.
If I'm here is for a reason. I still have time to search for the "Why?" and while I search, I'll create my destiny.
The destinations are not written. Only we can say we want to happen.
And this I ended up discovering in this short meditation.
I would like to know what will be me.
Eventually be as I say or others say.
Some time ago I promised myself not to think about what others tell me ... but is difficult.
Maybe it's this place that hurts me, but I can't do anything other than wait.
Only two more years and I'll see what happens.
But ... Will I survive?
It's almost once a month that "that" idea comes to my mind but always something that keeps me going.
Maybe fate wants me to stay alive.
Maybe I want to stay alive, after all, I am my destiny.
I decide that happen to me, right?
Yes. Two years go fast and I have to survive. I have plans for the future and I want to meet them. I don't care as.
Not worth it to keep thinking that I should not be here. That's just wasting time.
If I'm here is for a reason. I still have time to search for the "Why?" and while I search, I'll create my destiny.
The destinations are not written. Only we can say we want to happen.
And this I ended up discovering in this short meditation.