情けない男の気持ち...

久しぶりのブログでこの歌かよって、自分でも思う感じだよね...

男性の気持ちを綺麗に描いたこの歌詞、人種関係なくいつの時代も男は強がり、女性に夢を見る... きっとどんな想いも純粋で、誰かをただ想ってるだけで... 想いが深ければ深いほど、苦しいから、逃げたくなる... 当たり前すぎる現実をぶち壊してくれないかなと希望を描いては、1人叶わない夢を追って年老いていく... 

分かってる... 分かっていながらも... ここで座り待ち続けてる馬鹿で哀れな自分... 本当に情けない。綺麗に応援できれば... いや走って、素直に一緒にいてと言えれば... でも出てくる言葉や思いは悲しい惨めな嫌味ばかり... ごめんね本当に。

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"Jealous"

By Labrynth

I'm jealous of the rain

That falls upon your skin

It's closer than my hands have been

I'm jealous of the rain

I'm jealous of the wind

That ripples through your clothes

It's closer than your shadow

Oh, I'm jealous of the wind, 'cause

[Chorus:]

I wished you the best of

All this world could give

And I told you when you left me

There's nothing to forgive

But I always thought you'd come back, tell me

All you found was heartbreak and misery

It's hard for me to say,

I'm jealous of the way

You're happy without me

I'm jealous of the nights

That I don't spend with you

I'm wondering who you lay next to

Oh, I'm jealous of the nights

I'm jealous of the love

Love that wasn't here

Gone for someone else to share

Oh, I'm jealous of the love, 'cause

[Chorus:]

I wished you the best of

All this world could give

And I told you when you left me

There's nothing to forgive

But I always thought you'd come back, tell me

All you found was heartbreak and misery

It's hard for me to say,

I'm jealous of the way

You're happy without me

As I sink in the sand

Watch you slip through my hands

Oh, as I die here another day

'Cause all I do is cry behind this smile

[Chorus:]

I wished you the best of all this world could give

And I told you when you left me

There's nothing to forgive

But I always thought you'd come back, tell me

All you found was heartbreak and misery

It's hard for me to say,

I'm jealous of the way

You're happy without me

It's hard for me to say,

I'm jealous of the way

You're happy without me