*Pairing: Watanabe Daisuke x Kyousuke Hamao, one-sided Watanabe Daisuke x Dira Hime
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without…
Hamao nodded and smiled, pretending to be happy but deep inside his heart, he felt like crying. Daisuke didn’t stop talking about the girl he just met since 10 minutes ago. He kept babbling about that pretty girl, which Hamao wondered how much pretty she is.
“You know, I’ve never seen such a beautiful girl in my life before. She was like an angel sent to earth for me. She totally blew my mind”. Daisuke was practically jumping on his feet, smiling widely. Hamao faked a smile, again. He can’t count how many times he has faked it and he was getting tired. He felt like disappearing right in front of Daisuke’s eyes, so he knows how much he doesn’t want to hear any single thing about that girl.
“I’m going to that café again today. I’m going to meet her”. another nodded, because he was out of words.
“Hey, are you even listening to me?”. Daisuke titled his head to the left and raised his eyebrows.
“Of course I’m listening to you Dai-chan. You’re talking about the love of your life” Hamao replied with a grin, plastered all over his face and it made Daisuke felt sick in his stomach.
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Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
“Then I tripped on my feet and brought one of the waitresses to the floor with me. Uwaa~ it was so embarrassing” said Daisuke. Hamao laughed like a maniac. He can’t help but laughing madly. His eyes were glittered with tears.
“aww… Mao ~ you shouldn’t laugh at me” Daisuke pouted.
“Ahah..gomen. But Dai-chan, it was damn funny. Hahaha” Hamao burst out into another laugh. Daisuke’s pout grew wider.
“I got enough laugh from the customers in the café yesterday. I don’t need one more laugh from you,Mao…”. Hamao stopped laughing when he looked at a pouting Daisuke. He wiped the tears in his eyes with his slender fingers but his mouth still let out a small chuckle.
“Gomen gomen” he giggled and Daisuke turned away, sulking. “But it really was funny okay. What were you thinking anyway that made you fell like that? Don’t tell me that you thought you were walking, no scratch that, flying up in the air that you didn’t noticed the desk in front of you” . said Hamao. Daisuke immediately changed his expression into a smiling face.
“No way” Hamao exclaimed in horror.
“Mao~ you can’t blame me though. The first thing that I saw when I entered the café was her angelic face” there he goes again.
“Baka” Hamao muttered. “That wasn’t a good impression you can put on girl you know. You clumsy” Hamao rolled his eyes. Daisuke won’t change. He always gets nervous in front of the girl he likes.
“Ne..Mao….I have a date with her tonight. Well, it’s not really a date; we just want to hang out together. Come with me okay. I want to introduce my best friend to her”. Hamao swallowed hard. It felt bitter. ‘Best friend, huh. Of course, I’m his best friend’. said Hamao in his mind…
Hamao shook his head in instant. “I can’t. I promised my brother with his science project. Gomen ne. Maybe next time okay. Till then, have fun tonight”
No, he didn’t promise his brother with his science project tonight. He didn’t promise anyone with anything tonight. Because all he wants to do tonight is looking at his pictures with Daisuke before drift to his own dreamland where he can picture his with Daisuke living happily ever after, like he did last night, the night before, and the night before that he can’t even remember how long.
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Hamao looked up at the sky through her window. The night was so dark. There wasn’t a single star in the sky. It was so dull, like his heart now. He sighed and turned around to sit on her bed. He reached out his hand to take a picture of them and caressed it lovingly.
Suddenly something caught his ears and he lifted his head. This song, he recognized it. It was their song. He smiled. Last Night – P.Diddy feat Keyshia Cole was played in the radio. He closed his eyes tightly and sang the song to his broken heart.
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Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
“Honey, this is the best friend that I told you before. You can call her Hamao-chan” Daisuke was beaming happily. He had his hand wrapped around her shoulders protectively. “Mao…this is Dira Hime. She’s foreigner. Gomen ne..because not tell you earlier”.
Hamao bowed and so was the girl.
“I’m Kyousuke Hamao. I’m Daisuke’s childhood friend. Yoroshiku onegaishimasu” that girl smiled sweetly and Hamao could feel his heart stinging in pain but replied with the same smile nevertheless. That girl was indeed pretty. Dai-chan was right, she do look like an angel that can melt anyone right away. No wonder Dai-chan was deeply in love with her. And the tender and sweet smile Dai-chan gave her only made Hamao felt jealousy spread all over his body.
Hamao clenched his hands under the table before he looked up to look at the girl and stared into her eyes deeply.
“Please take care of Dai-chan. He might not be perfect; he can be clumsy and dork sometimes. But he’s worth it of your life and he really loves you. Onegai” Hamao stood up and bowed deeply.
“I got to go now. Dai-chan, please be happy” and with that Hamao left the newly-born couple to have their moments.
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
Hamao climbed up onto his bed and lay down. He pulled the blanket higher and covered his whole body with it. It was about time. He’s going to get his sleep tonight. He promised himself no matter what he really wants to sleep, really.
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
‘Dai-can, you deserve to be happy. Make sure to be happy and I’ll always be here, to help you in finding your happiness in life’. whispered Hamao.
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
Hamao smiled, this time with honesty. He turned around and wiped the tears of happiness in his eyes before he walked away. ‘Please be happy always’…..
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Will be continue….
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without…
Hamao nodded and smiled, pretending to be happy but deep inside his heart, he felt like crying. Daisuke didn’t stop talking about the girl he just met since 10 minutes ago. He kept babbling about that pretty girl, which Hamao wondered how much pretty she is.
“You know, I’ve never seen such a beautiful girl in my life before. She was like an angel sent to earth for me. She totally blew my mind”. Daisuke was practically jumping on his feet, smiling widely. Hamao faked a smile, again. He can’t count how many times he has faked it and he was getting tired. He felt like disappearing right in front of Daisuke’s eyes, so he knows how much he doesn’t want to hear any single thing about that girl.
“I’m going to that café again today. I’m going to meet her”. another nodded, because he was out of words.
“Hey, are you even listening to me?”. Daisuke titled his head to the left and raised his eyebrows.
“Of course I’m listening to you Dai-chan. You’re talking about the love of your life” Hamao replied with a grin, plastered all over his face and it made Daisuke felt sick in his stomach.
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Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
“Then I tripped on my feet and brought one of the waitresses to the floor with me. Uwaa~ it was so embarrassing” said Daisuke. Hamao laughed like a maniac. He can’t help but laughing madly. His eyes were glittered with tears.
“aww… Mao ~ you shouldn’t laugh at me” Daisuke pouted.
“Ahah..gomen. But Dai-chan, it was damn funny. Hahaha” Hamao burst out into another laugh. Daisuke’s pout grew wider.
“I got enough laugh from the customers in the café yesterday. I don’t need one more laugh from you,Mao…”. Hamao stopped laughing when he looked at a pouting Daisuke. He wiped the tears in his eyes with his slender fingers but his mouth still let out a small chuckle.
“Gomen gomen” he giggled and Daisuke turned away, sulking. “But it really was funny okay. What were you thinking anyway that made you fell like that? Don’t tell me that you thought you were walking, no scratch that, flying up in the air that you didn’t noticed the desk in front of you” . said Hamao. Daisuke immediately changed his expression into a smiling face.
“No way” Hamao exclaimed in horror.
“Mao~ you can’t blame me though. The first thing that I saw when I entered the café was her angelic face” there he goes again.
“Baka” Hamao muttered. “That wasn’t a good impression you can put on girl you know. You clumsy” Hamao rolled his eyes. Daisuke won’t change. He always gets nervous in front of the girl he likes.
“Ne..Mao….I have a date with her tonight. Well, it’s not really a date; we just want to hang out together. Come with me okay. I want to introduce my best friend to her”. Hamao swallowed hard. It felt bitter. ‘Best friend, huh. Of course, I’m his best friend’. said Hamao in his mind…
Hamao shook his head in instant. “I can’t. I promised my brother with his science project. Gomen ne. Maybe next time okay. Till then, have fun tonight”
No, he didn’t promise his brother with his science project tonight. He didn’t promise anyone with anything tonight. Because all he wants to do tonight is looking at his pictures with Daisuke before drift to his own dreamland where he can picture his with Daisuke living happily ever after, like he did last night, the night before, and the night before that he can’t even remember how long.
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Hamao looked up at the sky through her window. The night was so dark. There wasn’t a single star in the sky. It was so dull, like his heart now. He sighed and turned around to sit on her bed. He reached out his hand to take a picture of them and caressed it lovingly.
Suddenly something caught his ears and he lifted his head. This song, he recognized it. It was their song. He smiled. Last Night – P.Diddy feat Keyshia Cole was played in the radio. He closed his eyes tightly and sang the song to his broken heart.
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Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
“Honey, this is the best friend that I told you before. You can call her Hamao-chan” Daisuke was beaming happily. He had his hand wrapped around her shoulders protectively. “Mao…this is Dira Hime. She’s foreigner. Gomen ne..because not tell you earlier”.
Hamao bowed and so was the girl.
“I’m Kyousuke Hamao. I’m Daisuke’s childhood friend. Yoroshiku onegaishimasu” that girl smiled sweetly and Hamao could feel his heart stinging in pain but replied with the same smile nevertheless. That girl was indeed pretty. Dai-chan was right, she do look like an angel that can melt anyone right away. No wonder Dai-chan was deeply in love with her. And the tender and sweet smile Dai-chan gave her only made Hamao felt jealousy spread all over his body.
Hamao clenched his hands under the table before he looked up to look at the girl and stared into her eyes deeply.
“Please take care of Dai-chan. He might not be perfect; he can be clumsy and dork sometimes. But he’s worth it of your life and he really loves you. Onegai” Hamao stood up and bowed deeply.
“I got to go now. Dai-chan, please be happy” and with that Hamao left the newly-born couple to have their moments.
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
Hamao climbed up onto his bed and lay down. He pulled the blanket higher and covered his whole body with it. It was about time. He’s going to get his sleep tonight. He promised himself no matter what he really wants to sleep, really.
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
‘Dai-can, you deserve to be happy. Make sure to be happy and I’ll always be here, to help you in finding your happiness in life’. whispered Hamao.
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
Hamao smiled, this time with honesty. He turned around and wiped the tears of happiness in his eyes before he walked away. ‘Please be happy always’…..
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Will be continue….