With every breathe i take.

Tribulations that have yet to fade.
0n the optimistic side of things, work has been really busy. I wished never to compare the level of supremacy.. but sometimes I cant help but wonder if people are really that blind? or do they prefer to stick to ignorance rather than accept the truth? or should i use the word " in denial " ? It's pretty obvious. Sorry for the ranting. Some tribulations really dont seem to go away do they? I have another 6 months. & i'll be out of this place. and they've always wondered why we behaved this way.. never did anyone of them reflected on how we've been treated and instead of appreciated.. we've been over worked. GOSH.. when will you learn.. when will you guys wake up? I guess never.. because you've been blinded for too long.. forgetting the very meaning of compassion and what it's like to be human. ;)


Better Things Ahead
I hate it when all that negativity piles up. Oh well. I guess it's always better to let it go than to keep it in. I made up my mind and decided i should really get a 1000% bearbrick since I've already missed out on the Kaws versions.. I've paid for the Roen x Medicom 1000% brick.. shipment's said to be arriving aprox 2009 march? Quite a pleasent looking collab.. velvet finish i guess.. I might be going for the 2010 intake for uni as i've got the reply letters from various unis' explaining that there isnt a july intake and only feb or march.. dammmnnnnitttt... oh man.. and we've always wondered how the service ruined our lives.. ;P i guess we could add this to the list too..

I need to go shopping.. or whatever.. holiday? i'm off for macau in a few days time.. but somehow thats not really where i'd wanna be.. I wished i could take a month off or so and go back to japan or something.. and probably never wanna come back... =)

X months to go.

" as I mused upon that cloud. "

been really ironic how these 2 years of national service have been so far. I guess time really changes everything.. but every step is indeed a learning proccess. everything or should i say everyday is that of a lesson that enriches our souls. have it not been for the "toughening " up and all the various scenarios thrown at me, i'd think i would have broke a long time ago.. what have i learnt? sometime i really cant help but ruminate upon the various incidents that affected me in one way or another.. have i truely seen how selfish humans are by nature? or am i meerely just been reminded to open my eyes and realise what i've missed out on these years. 8 more months to go.. I really cant wait.. though i have one less joy to look forward to.. i still can look forward to that day even though it might not be as colorful as premonitioned to be.

university and studies clouded my already packed mind.. should i go ahead with arts/landscape architecture? or should i just be on the safe side of that line and do law? so many questions.. so little answers.. australia? or somewhere far away now that all is gone. i've been picturing myself in a totally new environment.. i am indeed looking forward to it.. hoping to envision this special part of my life with that someone special too.. oh well.. all i've gotta do for now is to wait.. like everything else.. wait..

" i'd hope i acted well when i said good bye with a smile. "

That dark cloud doesnt seem to move away.

Well.. here we go..

Adjustment;
it's been ages since i've last blogged about anything.. life's been pretty hectic these days.. been taking things at different paces this time round.. adjusting to life in a new environment is pretty taxing especially for myself.. well.. just 8 more months to go they say.... but I kinda feel the days pass really slowly now.. I need something to remind me that i'm very much alive and that i've not been conformed to a different lifestyle.


On the brighter side;
Tokyo was the best time in a long long while.. honestly.. i've enjoyed everybit of it.. i wished i could freeze time for just that breif moment and just replay it over and over again. I'd upload the photos once i have the time.. took about 1645 photos? oh man.. I miss Tokyo..

Just bought a Visvim Fluxus03 Crash1. Been waiting for the right pair to come by.. and it was worth the wait. ﾍ(ﾟ∀ﾟ*)ﾉ



A380 - Narita