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That is what makes me sad night, he spreads out the diary, as if a window through time, let me see the other end of the day difficult. Cool breeze, tearful, I owe Mom warmth of an era. I think, there is a story, I forgot to tell mom to listen. In this world, there is also a fourth Benniao, they lay eggs away after a pair of wings, tirelessly build more solid nests, looking for more bugs, eagle hovering in the care chicks behind, nurture it wholeheartedly. Yu Mao Changcheng until the chicks, she took it to fly, let it flap its wings and fell getting up, covered with scars, until you can safely look at it for a long time to fly in the sky. Finally one day the birds can not wait to leave the warm nest, then a mother, who looked at the young chicks to fly the vast sky, eventually became a blur of black specks, necks look up how much she be proud and happy, so proud happy to have forgotten his own, already weakened hearing, feathers off, permanently lost the ability to fly. Mom ah Mom, it really is the world's most stupid most stupid bird. Do not give their children develop annoying people children, you are to spend my money the parents have the ability, why children unpromising?