赤い眼

The boy with the red eyes asked, "How dirty have I become?"

How dirty have I become?

In nineteen minutes, You could get revenge.

It's scary.
So scary, That I couldn't even continue reading it.
It haunts me.

What kind of book does this.
God.

It's affecting me so much that I had to give up reading the book for a while.

If I really did kill someone and I faked having a split personality, I won't be charged in court, will I?

猫様～新しい僕。

こんちゃ～

It's been 1year and 2 months since I last blogged.
Lots of stuff happened in this time.
Hearts broken,
Friendship broken,
I was broken,
Everyone broke.

I didn't once ran away from the blames you guys pushed on me.
I never explained anything I've done.
Yes, I'm selfish. I will always be.
To everyone I've hurt and betrayed, There's really nothing I can say.
I don't want to lie to you and come up with excuses.
Cause there isn't any excuses.
I'm not gonna even apologize..
Cause apologies don't work,
Let's just continue carrying on living our own lives.

Ok,
ORDed for more then half a year now.
And yes, my hair is long again. o(^-^)o
School is starting at the end of the month.
Let's hope my life takes a better turn when school starts.

I know it's all the retribution I'm getting.
So let all the revenge and hate come.
They say, What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
But they couldn't have been any wronger.
I really hope it ends soon..
Before I end things myself.