I HATE HATE HATE exam weeks. ugh. I hate the fact that I don't understand like 1/4 of the Japanese written on the textbooks, I hate how the professors are so dull. I don' understand why everyone's into law anyway. aaaandd I hate how I don't study till the last minute. and how if I dont study, well I get bad grades. well..not bad grades really just not good grades and yes I do care about GPAs not because I'm a nerd but because I dont want to hurt my pride. To be really honest, I like myself for getting better grades than those boring nerds because they have nothing but study and have boring friends that look like them and me on the other side, I have good life, stable boyfriend, funny friends and I can speak English and like foreigner level of Chinese haha. Maybe I'm looking down on them.. maybe I'm looking down on alot of people. Even people that go to better universities than me. I dont know why I'm this confident but that's me.
and what's frustrating is that as my Japanese gets better, my English is getting worse. but it's not like I'm perfect in Japanese so that leaves me on the weird place. and if I speak english I'm cocky right? ugh. japanese society.
kay im going back to my criminology. goodbye for now.