not reliable, am I?

who said to update the weblog "soon"? does the soon mean a month or two?
aaahhh!

I am really disappointed with myself...
writing through the mobile is not the best way I can tell you, it is far awkward and pain in the butt.

I met this guy through the website - yes, another story about guys - and he turned out to be much nicer than in the emails.
He is cute, tall, a decent dresser - though questioning about the corduroy jacket in the mid June, assuming a jacket equals a proper dressing to meet a girl for a first time (nice thought, and I like the idea) and corduroy is only fabric he has for his jacket with adding the extra information that he is from Tennessee - why not a bit of dorkiness?
I really liked him and enjoyed the time with him, and we are planning for another meeting.

But something is holding back from falling for him. I was wondering a bit.
And I know the answer - financial/social status.
I let myself go with this sugar daddy even he is married but this guy is single and available but intimidates me from falling for him - no security with finance and his job. Since when did I add those status on my love life list? I dont know.

Despite of what having said, I would possibly say I fell hard for this guy in a couple of weeks.Dont hold your breath, you know I am not reliable at all.

where have i been?

just took a look of my last log-in, and realised I havent written anything more than a month!

fyi: the guy mentioned in my "go dutch", I "damped" him a week later over an email. he just further proved to be a w#nker, so never waste my time with him again.

I was wondering where I had been, having nothing to write - odd.
surely many things have happened/been happening both at work and in my love life. but for now, just get my butt on the track to start writing again.
I will be telling some stories later on.

go dutch

so he is 45 year-old, British, claiming to be a "manager" of a company.

We met up and were supposed to go for a lunch with wine.
Apparently he had a bit of too much to drink previous night, had a mild hang over.
If he didnt want to have wine, that is fine, but I'd have anyway - so I told him so.

We sat at a cafe, having sandwiches with me - wine, him - mineral water. As the conversation went, he is actually a regular English teacher, maybe "managing" schedule, etc., main work is to teach.
We decided to check the parade taken a place down the street, so asked for the bill.

"go Dutch, shall we?" he said.
uh what?

even when I was a student at the university, guys - Australian, British, etc.- paid - when not all, but more than half - at a first date.
And he is 45 year-old, working. And suggested to go Dutch.

At least he didnt wear the uniform of the team he is supporting but a collared shirt, well...