wedding cakes!!

I've always loved cooking, baking...anything that involves the culinary arts.
Though it's a far attempt, creating the ultimate wedding cake is one of my dreams.
Every time I spot a new wedding cake to my taste, I become in awe and dreamy in the artistry of it all.

Here are some of my favorites!

Love, love them all!!
Aren't they pretty??

Though my own wedding is far unseen in the distance, when that one day comes...designing my cake will not be an easy task!!

xx

first step

So I've finally decided to sit down and start a blog.
I've had this urge to start one for a while now, to let my creative juices out and to filter my thoughts, a place i can call my own to organize and discover my passions...all in an attempt to get to know and understand myself better. I could come up with a list of reasons why I hadn't started sooner: like that being a perfectionist, I couldn't decide on a certain theme to base my blog, let alone my blog title....that if I were to start, I wanted it to be the best it could be, finding the perfect design, the layout, etc...I could go on and on...but all excuses aside, put simply, I just never got around to it.
...so here I am, putting the excuses behind me and finally sitting down and being a blogger.

Forgive my indecisiveness, my unclear thoughts...bear with me. This blog will hopefully help me to become a true individual, and a better one at that!
Identity crises? Perhaps. I've definitely realized my own faults and things I would like to change about myself, especially these past couple of months. Come to think of it, I had lived in somewhat of a bubble...pretending to be someone I'm not, acting as the perfect daughter, the flawless friend, the over achiever that didn't know their limits...but lately, finally having time off to focus on myself and having the luxury and time to do so, I've realized...
Perfectionist? - Yes. Perfect? - No.
And that...that's ok.

Yes, I think I've grown up in the past year. reflecting back, I've been through a whole lot in the past year. I won't go into detail what those instances were, but both mentally and physically, I've changed as if to say...on different sides of the spectrum. Never did i think in a million years, I would be in the state that I am in right now. I don't exactly know how it came to be this way, but I don't really want to dawn on that. For sure, the place I'm in right now is a whole lot better than where I was before, but definitely, there are still a lot of things I want to change about myself. But as one of the things that I've learned through this "rebirth", if I may call it that is...no matter what others say, its imperative to take everything one step at a time.

For now, I want to focus on the now and the present. Who knows how long this blogging will last, or if anyone out there in the world will be interested enough to take time out of their day to read what I have to say, but...here I go! (wish me luck~)

Thank u in advance for the support and love! ♥ xx