HOT SUMMER

This summer is being very hot with temperatures about 40º (well, last year was worst with 45º) it's horrible go out to the street, I leave home only when it's absolutely necessary as go shopping. And besides, some days the wind is so hot that you can't barely breathe.

I hope now in september the temperatures go down.

And in my job is insupportable working under the sun wearing the uniform. Last week I was working above a roof with an elevator machine and I was sweating like a pig, haha

I have to stop working many times in the morning to go to the vending machine for drinking

I always went on holidays in august , but this year because of the Dir en Grey concerts I had to take holidays on june and work in august that is the worst month to be working in my place of work

Doing the guard duty was terrible and I had 3 guards in august without air conditioning inside the place and I had to search a ventilator not to die there XDDD, (luckily I'm corporal and not soldier and I don't have to stay guarding outside like them haha) but the worst were the nights in that site, sleeping (rather trying to sleep) in a very small room without windows where the heat was very high.

Curiously this week I caught a cold. How can I catch a cold in summer???

The weather in this city is a sh**, there's no spring nor autumn, here only exist burning summers and frozen winters, it passes directly from summer to winter and almost always there is a strong wind.

YEAH, YEAH!!!

Now I'm happy. Why? because my mother went on holidays to the beach with my uncle, my aunt and my cousin!
A paranormal event XD, because my mother doesn't travel since many years ago. It's a pity that my brother didn't want to go with them. I never can't get rid of both!!!
buaaahhh, why I never can be alone at home??? I want to become independent but I haven't enough money for that, snif snif

At least without my mother here during 15 days, the house will be more calm because she and me are always arguing. But I'll have to put up with my lazy and insupportable brother. Oh kami-sama what have I done to deserve this!

Finally I'll be able to see The Rose Trims Again DVD on the TV of the living room with the volume very high until the walls rumble XD (with my mother at home I can't watch DVDs). Because I had to see that DVD some months ago in my place of work at 2:00 at night on my guard duty and with the volume low! and in that way I didn't enjoy very much watching it, so I need to watch it in good conditions XD

And another thing more that I'll be able to do without my mother shouting me for that: playing my bass with the amplified almost bursting!!! because I hate playing with headphones
(as you can see, I like very much listening to the music at full volume hahaha)

Dir en Grey please come to Europe soon because I want to run away from my house even if it's only for some days, and you are my only way of escape!!! (my mother doesn't like at all that I go abroad to see Diru, but I don't care XDD)

I HATE MY HAIR

I'm tired of fighting against my hated hair. I don't know what to do with it.

The colour of my hair was always black but 3 years and a half ago I decided to cut it very short and dyed it blond, since then because of the tint, my hair become dry and ruined

Besides I have a great amount of hair and I have to smooth it continuously or if not it looks like a lion' s mane XD (but when I sweat or my hair gets wet, for example during a Dir en Grey concert XDDD, it gets a mess)

After seeing the photos of my holidays I decided my hair needed a change urgently, that's is to say, a little cut (because I want it long) and dye it. So I searched, searched and searched XD on internet photos of hairstyles but I didn't like none of them. Well I liked some but unfortunately because of my job I can't have the hairstyle I want

And I went to the hairdresser's with an idea of what I wanted to do to my hair but with doubts about how it will be the final result because hairdressers never do what I wish, I almost never get satisfied with what they do to my hair.

And as I predicted, the hairstyle she did to me it wasn't what I wanted. Aaaahhhhhh I didn't want my hair so dark!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. By now I'll continue with this new colour, but......

Many times I feel like shaving my head to avoid these eternal fights with my hair XDDDD or maybe I should quit my job to be able to have the hairstyle I want, hahaha

before

now

btw, returning to Diru (as always haha), thinking about why Kyo didn't want to sign my 2nd cd, I ended thinking that maybe he thought that one of my 2 Uroboros it was for selling in internet because a cd signed by Diru is something very valued (I'd never do something like that, my "dear" Kyo, that cd was for a friend!!!!!)

haha, I don't know his reasons, Kyo's mind is a mystery XD

DIRU, DIRU... ALWAYS DIRU

This blog is supposed to be about me and not like my other blogs which are only about Dir en Grey . But is that the Diru world is invading my life and it's impossible not to talk about them :)

I was going to write about my job posting some photos when suddenly, while I was searching photos of Dir en Grey in Berlin, I found some pics in which I appear.
My first reaction was scream. And why I did that? umm, maybe because I hate being in photos specially in these last months because I look older, uglier and fatter ? or maybe because Kyo was smiling in contradistinction to Paris where he was very serious? or maybe because in that same moment the price of the sanitary napkind increased? XDD

haha no joke, here are those photos:

Kyo signing my Uroboros

(aaahh what happened to my hair?? I swear before I arrived there, it was perfect and smooth XDDD)

Kyo declining to sign my other CD

(come on Kyo, you can, you only have to write 2 lines on the CD, is not very complicated haha)

Toshiya signing my 2 CDs

Toshiya is my favourite member, in that moment I desired to say something to him and shake hands but I didn't dare to do it. I'm such a coward... :(

....coward but during Milan concert, Kyo approached to us and let touch his legs and I touched him a lot XDD (I'm ashamed of myself, I'm not like that) and in Paris my friend and I were beside the door of Bataclan and Dir en Grey walked next to us and entered there tranquilly because we weren't histerical fangirls haha and later Die was near us and I went to ask him a photo with me but he didn't want to. I didn't know if get angry (because in that instant I thought that if I were a pretty girl he had consented) or laugh because he looked more nervous than me (oddly I was very calm)

I was a bit sad because of the non-photo with Die and the non-signing of Kyo, maybe for them is something insignificant, but for a fan..... (specially for fans like us who travelled from Spain to 3 countries having few money and spending 3 days in the line before each concert only to see them, and we never in our lifes had done this for any other band!!!)

My friend also got sad because Kyo and Kaoru didn't want to sign her concert ticket during the signing

(coño! que nosotras les damos de comer ¿y así nos lo pagan? jajaja)

well, at least we took photos with 2 members of their staff :)

me, Diru's camera-man, and my friend (in Paris)

George and me (in Berlin)

PS: sorry for my bad english

AT HOME

My holidays finished. I really didn't want to come back home to my empty and bored life

It was 3 weeks full of happiness, adventures and concerts. I had a great time with my friends Vani, Laura and Meritxell

I enjoyed very much seeing Dir en Grey in Paris, Milan and Berlin, I love this band, their lives are awesome, I can't wait to see them again haha

My Uroboros signed and a Toshiya's pick, all gotten in Berlin

(I'm a bit disappointed because Kyo didn't want to sign the 2nd CD that it was for a friend of mine)

devil's drink XDD

I'M STRESSED! XD

I came back home two days ago from my travels to see Dir en Grey concerts in Paris and Milan and tomorrow I'll leave to Barcelona and from there I'll fly to Berlin to see them again

(and I still haven't undone my suitcase! )

This time I won't carry any gift for them, because I ended up tired of carrying in my suitcase from Spain a bottle of Pacharan (for Toshiya) in the airports of half-Europe (exaggerated! XD) because it weighed 2 kilograms and because of that I had problems for exceeding the weight allowed in the baggage

At least I hope Toshiya liked the drink

Btw, Kaoru damaged my camera when he threw water at the end of the concert :(