It was written in English, because I was thinking in English at the time.

So, it finally happened! I had my first kiss with a guy. And, to be honest, it was super romantic チュー I'll start from the quite beginning, when we've first met.

I was in Egypt at the time - was participating in the World Youth Forum 2018, it was the pre-last day of mine and I was in a hotel the whole day. I was in my room when I’ve heard the sounds of the volleyball. I've wanted to play it for the long time now, but didn't have a chance to do it, so I went to the field right next to the beach. It was crowded, but when I asked if I could blend in, they told me, it's ok to do so, and I became a part of a losing team. It was great to play with all these people I didn't know xD It's usually a struggle for me to make a first step in this kind of events (in the whole Forum as well), but the longing for a play was much stronger than my anxiety ニヤニヤ The people were all Italians, but as I knew later, they were from different groups. It's just that they've met each other right here, in the hotel. So we had few more sets and it became quite dark, so everyone decided to wrap it up. There were two guys that came to talk to me after we'd finished and it was pretty interesting and easy-going conversation we had, so when the mosquitoes had become real savage we decided to go upstairs in the lobby to chat much more. 

There were 3 of them, they had a vacation in here, and they've been in a hotel for 5 days already. I thinks, the same as me (I didn't have a count 口笛), but I’ve never seen them before (as I usually do). So it was really interesting with two of them, but the third didn't know English very well, so I’m sorry for this! I think he didn't have fun at all ショボーン And I’m a reason of it...but I tried to talk with everyone, plus the other two of them were translating us to each other, too...it's pretty impressive, btwグラサン Sooo, I learnt that they are here on vacation, that they are from Napoli in Italia and also that they wanted to visit St-Petersburg at first, but the things became as they are now. Also, the two of them love anime! And that's quite...I mean, this is some magic going on here, right? xDD What a coincidence! So we were talking about anime, manga and cosplay as well. 

Our Forum team didn't have a lunch in this hotel today (not all the days, but the previous days we could eat in the forum, outside the hotel), so I was getting really hungry. As I told my new friends. But it wasn't the dinner's time yet, so we were sitting in the lobby, chatting and everything. But then the time has come, we said good-bye to each other so I could go and eat something and they could go to shower after a pretty sandy game out there てへぺろ I went to the canteen and then remembered that my hands are dirty, so I returned to my room at the second floor and washed them, plus it was quite cold out there, too, so I changed my shorts to the leggings. 

At the canteen I took just a little bit of some fruit (still don't know what the fruit was) and was sitting and waiting for them. As it appears they sat at another table first without finding me and they were almost finished when they finally got my message with the photo of my seat xD I joined them and we had a pretty good conversation again with the jokes about that waitress who was in love with the third guy who doesn't speak English well))ニヒヒ

After the greatest dinner we decided to go for a walk to Nama Bay, whatever it is. 

While we were waiting for two of the guys we stayed at the table with one of them, and we had a chat alone where he said for the first time that I’m pretty キョロキョロ It was a shock for me, and I said "thank you" in return and said, that he was pretty, too xD That is awkward. Also the awkward thing is when they say hello and good-bye, they, like, have a kiss to both chicks of the opponent. I mean, I know about that habit, but didn't know I have to stand through all of this as well 滝汗

 Accidentally 真顔 I remembered that I need my passport to go out the hotel, so I tried to come back in my room, but couldn't open it! I returned at the lobby to ask at the front desk what the problem was. The guy did something to my key-card, but I didn't come back to my room again, because they remembered that they had disco at 00:00, so they needed to go something about 23:00 from the hotel and we decided to take a walk at the beach. And we did so. 

We had a game at the ping pong table, and then went to the beach where we can see the stars and when we saw a shooting star! It was really big, slow and bright! I could've made a wish but I just scream "A shooting star!", the baka i am xDD笑い泣き Btw, the whole journey I’ve been trying to find one, but the previous nights there wasn't any, so...it's a fate!:D 

So we sat at those sun beds(?) talking much more, but it was the time for them to go. I walked them off to the lobby and we decided to go swimming together the next morning before I go. Each of them gave me that bye-bye cheek-to-cheek kiss while I was struggling with myself and then I went to sleep.

Phew OoO 

That night I felt like I was falling in love with this "pretty" guy! I mean, I wanted him to touch me, like, to be closer - to hug or hold hands or smth.

So the next morning I ate and, while picking my stuff up into my bag (飛行機), prepared to go to the beach. I was taking my sun baths when I've noticed the other guy from the forum we've talked few times before (he learns Japanese, too!  日本).

I liked him, too, to be honest, - he was my type, - but he usually had the company with that girl, so I was, like, a third (or 6th xD) wheel. So we said hey to each other and he was planning to lie on one of four bed which were staing in a row, but I was, like, "we need to take one another bed", he asked "is it reserved? I can go away". I told him, that he doesn’t need to, but he went away anyway, and I’ve noticed my new fellas at the moment, so it became irrelevant. 

Before we went to swim they've noticed my piercing in my belly and asked if I also have one in my nose. Omg, why didn't they just ignore it?!  びっくり  It's, like, the belly! What are you looking at?! xDDD Anyway. I don't think that our swimming needs to written, so I’ll wrap it. I went out the sea and washed the salt off. That Italian guy met me on the way back to the beds. I lay down in mine and he sat on the next one to me. He was asking things and I was answering, I asked him something, too...I don't even remember what we've been talking about. Oh, no, I remembered ニヤリ He said, I'm pretty again. And after my reaction he asked if I'm shy or something. Then we started to talk about cats and dogs (he's a dog person, as it appears xD 犬). But when I lay at my back, he asked if I’ve never had a boyfriend before. Panicking, I said the truth, that yes, I've never had one, and then he asked if I've kissed before. I said no, but then, to redeem myself I tried to confess about my infant experience, but before I said so, his lips were covering mine ポーン 

It was really unbelievable. I mean. This wasn't real for me at all the first few seconds and I was laying there, like "what's happening? What's going on?" 

The tongue was already inside my mouth, and I didn't know what to do with itチーン Oh my god. I quite got what to do and tried to, like, move my lips and my tongue as well (oh my god, what am I writing?! sorry!えーん), I don't think it was somehow appealing xD But the guy didn't stop. I mean, until he did and sat on his sun bed, tugging my hand with him and sitting me on his laps. I sat there and we've begin to kiss again. I wasn't feeling so good, because it was unexpected (I mean, come on!), it was with the tongue, it was a crowded morning beach and there was, like, an old couple right beside us. I still feel sorry for themショボーン  Finally I got what to do with my hands and was trying to pet him on his head and shoulders. I also couldn't keep my eyes shut, and I was seeing the surroundings while we were kissing. He was telling me I'm beautiful through it all, and that he loves my belly (come on!ゲッソリゲッソリゲッソリ), and I remember, that I tried to stop this kiss because there’re people around and I’m sure this kiss is quite dirty xDD He was grabbing my ass, too ガーン I am really sorry for writing this. But here comes more.

So I've noticed his friend is near and I just jumped off of him 真顔 The friend was, like, it's ok, you can continueニヒヒ xDDDDD No, this smiley is the worst xDDDD He didn't do that kind of face back then:D I said that the clock alarm for me to go was already on (thank god!) and that I need to pick my stuff up and check out from the hotel within the next hour. Somehow I managed to put my bathing dress on, through my hands were shaking. And we went inside the building. He started to kiss me again! But then the lift rang and I stopped the kiss. When I entered the stairs, I became really blind, because of the sun outside. And not just because of it .///. My floor was the second, maybe that is why he pulled me up and carried in his hands like a princess! ガーン I couldn't remember the word "heavy" the whole time, damn it! xDDD But he did well and we reached the second floor, entered the hallway and got into the room.



18+ 

本当に18+です!申し訳がありません!!!ダウン

He carried me once again and lay me on the bed. We kissed again, but I know, what the bed means in the times like this, so I started to struggle a bit to get up and do the things I needed to do. But his hands...I mean, it was all over me! チュー I've never been in a situation like this! And he still was saying the compliments to me (like that he likes my ass), oh my goodness! Again, the kiss wasn't something so pleasant, especially when he sucked my tongue - it hurted xD - but the neck kisses melted me away :3 He even let his hand inside my bathing suit's bra! That's when I got up and asked him politely, if he could wait until I finish. He finally agreed, and I took the jeans and bras from my bag, I locked myself in the bathroom. 

I had few minutes to clean everything up and to change my beach clothes to the ones I'll be traveling the next 24 hours, but I forgot to take my shirt from the bag, so I needed to go out in the sport braキョロキョロ In the instant I picked my shirt up, but here he was again:3 I couldn't put it on until he stopped the kiss and let me do it. I entered the bathroom again while I tried to collect my stuff, he continued to kissing me from behind - my neck and shoulders, while touching me all over. I actually really had my head sober and truly tried not to be late, so I asked to wait once more, but this time it wasn't possible for him.

So we lay again on the bed and kissed. Sometimes he was on top and sometimes he let me to do so. I was fully dressed, but he still managed to put his hands inside my clothes xD BOYS! He was squeezing me - my ass, my breasts and was going inside my panties as well. But I was telling him no and keeping his hands away from the jeans' front. So, when I became on top,  while we were kissing he was moving like, grinding himself, and I tried to do the same with my leg between his酔っ払い I thought that I could do something myself, to make him feel good. Besides, I felt the thing in his trunks all the wayもぐもぐ But I didn't know if it was, like, hard from the beach or it became so only in my room. So I was grinding on him and he, too, tried to move me to stimulate himself. And I told him to do so. Finally, he released his thing and said to take it into my hands. I was quite scared to look at it, but I felt really mature at the time, so I should've been much stronger O_O There was some salt on it. He apologized and went to the bathroom for a moment and I checked the time. It was almost 11 am - I needed to be in the shuttle bus at 11!ガーン But this guy...he came back and asked me to do again (or something like that, I don't remember, actually), I wanted to go, but at the same time I wanted to become an adult, the 26 years old I am:D So I started to do this hand thingえー I am really pervy to write it, aren't I?...

Sooooo it was ok - not so difficult to hold into my palm. I did it in the average pace and with average strength, I suppose. But now I understand, that it wasn't much wet, I mean, there wasn't any ofthe lubeチュー I don't think it felt so good. Especially when he wanted it to be in my mouth. He said so few times and tried to, like, bend my face to his lowest part. But I was refusing and apologizing all the time. I mean, I have a 24-hours-travel after that, you know? ニヤ :D Oh, and at the moment there was a knock on my door! The house keeper was trying to come in, while we were laying on the bed, but I assured the guy, that it's ok, and the house keeper won't come in. But he did! Come on, dude! ムキー I bent to the end of the bed to say, that I'll be leaving soon, and he went away. I hope the wall was hiding the guy's everything キョロキョロ We returned to the occupation, I was stroking and kissing him, just because, and I asked if he could finish soon (yeah, it's me, the mood ruiner!真顔), but he didn't notice my impatience and asked me to stroke faster. I did so, I kissed him as well. I really wasn't into it as i wish i was, but i thought, that i'd better do it. I don't know, how much time passed, but he said "Fuck" and started to cumming. How in the world do I know all these words?!ガーンゲラゲラ Ok, sorry for interruption. I didn't stop, but went on, stroking him. When he tried to get up, I moved away. He laughed at his t-shirt being messy after all of this...aaaand...I don't remember what happened next ... oh. I asked if I can wash my hands and went to the bathroom, so did he - to wash his thing).

I was thanking him and apologizing to him and he, too, said sorry for forcing me to do stuff). That is cute^_^ Again, panicking, I picked the rest of my stuff and finally was ready to leave. We did so and went to the lobby. On the way we met that "Japanese" guy and when while we waited the lift, my guy kissed me O_O I was sooooo embarrassed! ガーンThank god it was to the cheek xD In the lift I've noticed the "Japanese" guy's backpack stamp, which was cute, and looked at my guy, who gave me a wink:D 

So there is almost one hour of more things happening before our bus came, but I'm too lazy to write all of this.

I'm just going to tell you, that after that it wasn't so great, my body felt weird although it wasn't involved much もぐもぐ And now, I can't find my guy attractive anymore xDDD Which is great! Right? I don't need to, like, suffer because of the distance. I hope he feels the same way! We chatted for few days, but I'm bad at it, because I answer so lateショボーン And now I've turned off the internet on my phone...I am a bad person! えーん

But I am thankful for him to be so romantic and pushy. Well, the last one is a little bit bad, I suppose, but still. If it wasn't him, I still would be unkissed :D And untouched...and uncomplimented as well! I have my confidence now! I hope I'll find my love somewhere out there...in Russian, please - because it's still too much for the second first time xD笑い泣き