Excerpt from a film review

". Grant is a caring man who loves his wife so much that even when he persuades her to go into a clinic, he backs down at the last minutes and tells her: "Don't go…Don't go like this".

Fiona, on the other hand, is nothing more than the same; only that she finds difficult to remember or to find the love she feels, because of her condition. On the same day she checks-in to the clinic, she and Grant go to her new bedroom. "You know what I would like? I would like to make love and then I would like you to go". This is how she expresses her feelings. And Grant is a very wise man, we realize from his conversations with other characters, but is unable to act wisely about what's happening because he's blinded by love; and we are fools when we are in love. The age doesn't matter."


"I remember the last time I saw my mother. I sat on the end of her bed, strumming guitar, and singing a song she used to sing to us as children. I hoped she might remember it. She would probably not, however, recognise her son. Or even speak. She had Alzheimer's.

Says Producer Simone Urdl, "The role of Alzheimer's in the film is a metaphor for how memory plays out in a long term relationship: what we chose to remember, what we choose to forget." And our ability to recall things, as Oscar Wilde pointed out, is highly selective.

My last conversation with my mother, before she was institutionalised, or I even realised what was happening, was a long distance phone call. After chatting happily for five minutes, she said, quite chirpily and very politely, "What's your name again?" Memory is not always a two-way process. Nor objective. But, like this film, it can be mesmerising, heart-wrenching, and a remarkably intimate vision. "


My THOTS
Although it was Fiona that won an award for her role... but it is Grant acting that struck a deep chord in me...
his reactions to Christie and her illness provided the deep emotional undercurrent that carried this film.
When he quietly begs her not to go... in a way which i can see myself too...
The look on his face when he leaves her behind at medowlake for the first time.
The look on his face when he was shoveling snow n just give up. And when he tells the nurse he never wanted to be away from her... you can see how completely lost n helpless he have become.. and lastly the look of pain & love he subtlety depicts when he sat alone on the couch looking at the woman he love in the arm of other man... it just grab me as so real... is as if i can sense his emotion from the reflection of his eyes..
if i say i understand the amount of love in there... i wonder if anyone will believe me....

afterthot.... Love can really make a person do amazing things... if the highest form of Love can drive someone to give up something perfect for a scoundrel.. i am not amaze, a person with jus a small amount of true love will do... you have not live life until you have live for someone else...

I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty
in the moonlight
overthrew you
She tied you
To a kitchen chair
She broke your throne,
she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Maybe I've been here before
I know this room, I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

There was a time you'd let me know
What's real and going on below
But now you never show it to me do you?
Remember when I moved in you?
The holy dark was moving too
And every breath we drew was hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Maybe there's a God above
And all I ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
It's not a cry you can hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
【You’ll shine again】

*I know that you've been watching over me
 You're up so high the brightest in the sky
 You know that every night I pray my soul for you
 Tomorrow won't be as blue*

Oh girl I hope you can understand
That the song will always shine again
Now that you've found your way onto a better day

You'll shine again
You'll shine again
Give you strength and love to fight the days ahead
I see the light see a rainbow
See the beauty that's within you
You'll shine again
You are so beautiful

REPEAT*

Oh girl I hope you can understand
That my love for you will never end
Now that you've found your way onto a better day

You'll shine again
You'll shine again
Give you strength and love to fight the days ahead
I see the light see a rainbow see the life
Ooh I promise you'll be there
There's no reason to be scared

You'll shine again
You'll shine again...
You'll find your life find your reason
Everything will be alright
For tomorrow just beginning of your life