Fancy Slide

Made a set of fancy slide.

Though I know many people will think I am taking a big challenge to those old professor, but I don't dare to try.

After all, it is my last time of presentaion in this school~

I want to have a cute ending!

Because,

I am not a boring man!

I am a fancy woman~~

So I will still use this fancy slide.

What is more interesting is, I added Miyavi and mom's photos in it!!

Isn't it perfect?!(≡^∇^≡)

Now I am really looking forward to presentation loh~~ very excited about that 15 min.

Must be Fun!

Defense Time

My defense time is Feb. 4th, 9:00am.

SOOOO early!

I am the first one among all master students.

Actually I think it is better for me.

Otherwise I will get more and more nervous when listening to others' presentations.

Really nervous these days.

But it is time to calm down and get everything ready.

Have to do my best.

これを乗り越えたら、休みだ！

だから、頑張れや～

Actually it's just a plain day today.

Saw Penelope's trailer today.

Really a hope in such a boring and plain day.

James' hair style is so cute in this film.

Want to see it soon so much~~~

(I still don't like action movies such as Wanted. Too violent.)

Used new eyeliner this morning.

I am still not good at using liquid eyeliner.

Need more practice.

Tomorrow I can practice my presentation one more time.

Have to do my best.

頑張れ！私！

元彼の結婚情報

今日はね、なんとなくちょっと日本語を書きたくなったから、とりあえず日本語で。

Spitzの魔法のコトバっていう歌。

初めて聞いてからずっと気に入りしてるが、最近わけ分からないぐらい時々聞きたいなあって気がする。

昨日またVannyちゃんと話し合った。

やっぱり、性格が違うから、考え方も結構違うよね。

もしいつか元彼の結婚ハガキをもらったら、たぶん嬉しいかなと思う。

Though I cannot be with him, but finally this big boy found his true love.

A guy I used to love finally got the happiness that we failed to make in the past.

Isn’t it great?

負けるなんて、そこまで感じるわけはないかな。

でも、本当のことになる前に、誰も知らないと思う。

もしかしていつか元彼の結婚ハガキが本当に届いたら、見捨てられたとか、悲しい気持ちになるかもしれないよ。

だって、もともと気が弱い人間だからね。

強いぶりな外見は、ただ自己保護の手段だけ。

っていうが、元彼の結婚ハガキをもらいたくても、不可能かな～

全然連絡してないから！！(爆笑)

だから、こういう悩みが私には起こらないと思うわ～

へケ。

Starter for 10

There are some lines that I like very much in "Starter for 10."

(Another movie of James McAvoy in 2006. He's been so busy these years.)

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I admit. I've made some mistakes. Big mistakes. Loads of them.

But you can't hide it in your room forever feeling sorry for yourself.

It is not practical.

At some point you've got to get back out there, face up to things, and confront your demons.

And yes, I've made some bad choices, lost my head, let people down. People I care for.

But there still might be time to get something right.

Ever since I can remember, I've wanted to be clever.

Some people are born clever, the same way some people are born beautiful.

I'm not one of those people.

I'm gonna to have to work at it.

Put in the effort.

And if I mess it up, I'll learn from it.

Besides, sometimes it's not about knowing the right answer.

Sometimes it's about asking the right question.

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I am not born clever, either.

So I should put more effort to make myself better.

頑張るしかないかな。

Hold my hand, tightly.

I think I am never a girl with enough courage.

also, often lack of sense of security.

also, often doing things without any self-esteem.

Therefore I guess I may never get used to living alone, especially when I have to do something really stressful at the same time.

In 1 week, it is my presentation.

Everyone knows I am not ready yet.

But it is coming.

I cannot avoid or run away (though I have done these hundred times in imagination).

So anxious.

I need more wisdom, courage, guts, and it will be perfect to have a little extra luck.

Wish me good luck

Cute Kim

Kim is another M2 student in my department.

She is very cute.

Though she is elder than me, but she is still like a girl.

Often smile, always say greeting words to others first, always happy to help others, most of time looks perfectly innocent.

I told mom before that if I could have one tenth of her cuteness, I could have be married at my current age.

Kim's hunsband is Quang, PhD student in our department.

always very calm and tender.

well, so are other Vietnamese students of our department.

Actually, only I am the one who seems to be out of control.....(///∇//)

Anyway, Quang san is also a very nice guy.

Standard Model Couple, I think.

Today I met Kim san near my home, but it is a little late so I didn't invite her to my Maru room.....

(Though I spent so much time to make it cleaner than it was.......)

She looks quite worried, so I became a little worried about her too. (easily to be influenced type XD)

I really think she's a nice woman.

May God bless her scholarship application and all their family.

I should do as much as I can to help this nice family, I think.

(^ε^)♪

Do like the me that is eager to help others.

I want to be a better woman too.

Let me start from here, shall I?:*:・(￣∀￣)・:*:

OK, OK, James, you won

Atonement is definitely a GOOD movie!

(Atonement Official Site is at ←this link)

And James McAvoy successfully won totally.

(Good Bye, Hugh Grant.(/ω＼))

His eyes, God, when he stared at Keira Knightley, are bloody so attractive.

Cannot help but fall for him at that moment.

And he acted a smart young man again as in Becoming Jane.

Though I don't want him to be fixed in a certain kind of character, I still love him as a smart guy every time~

Of course the story is also brilliantly good.

So I will buy the novel later. Yeah, better to do it after my defense.

Again there are so many familiar English actors and actresses in this English film(;^_^A

For example, Robbie's mother is the mother in Pride and Prejudice; The supervisor nurse is Hugh Grant's firend in Notting Hill.

It has become another fun for me to see English movie every time.

Now I am downloading another movie of McAvoy, Inside I'm Dancing.

It seems to be a film about people of Cerebral Palsy.

Though I like handicap stories, but I am really already tired of Mental Retard and Autism topic.

So CP would be great.

Looking forward to the day that I can read the novel.

OK, I must try to live at least until I read through that book.

頑張って生き続こう！

Jamesのためファイト！(*⌒∇⌒*)

SNOW!!!!

This morning when I got up (amazingly not overslept), I heard raining sound.

At first I just felt annoyed cuz I had to come to school today for print out the presentation powerpoint.

But after I turned on the Telly and saw journalists were live reporting that Tokyo is snowing now,

then I hurried to open my window.....

IT IS SNOWING!!!

My first snow in Tokyo~~

What a blessing.

So even I know others might think I am fool, I still took many photos on my way to school.

It is really beautiful!!

And actually it is not so cold as I imagined.

So I could took off gloves for holding camera better.

Too excited seeing snowing!!

I am so lucky today!!

School

I am not the type who likes to go to school everyday.

Actually I cannot figure why other people can keep this habit.

At least when I tried to keep going to school everyday, it was not fun at all.

So is work.

If there isn't very ergent task on that day, I would feel I do not need to go to work as well.

But work is not so free to let me stay at home, so I still went to office, with very bad mood......

Anyway, I don't think I need to go to the office if there isn't anything that I have to finish it in that space.

Even starbucks is better than office.

I guess I am still not in the worker-status so far.

Or, I do not fit so-called "office work".

Maybe free-work is more suitable for me?

I am not sure, cuz I may be quite anxious because of unstable income.

So, if I can become a rich free-worker, maybe it is the best status for me?

Don't be silly, idiot. There is not such a perfect world for you.

Face the reality. Go to the office as this society expects you to!!