It's all over now huh. Have you ever felt like doing something, like a project, and you did it, and it was successful, but then something abrupt came up, you had to leave the thing without saying goodbye, and when you have returned, you are scared to face the people you have involved in? I am always this sensitive.
There was once, I was in the photostat room, and I was queuing, the line was veeeeerrrrrryy long, and I had not much time, then I saw this teacher. She is, one of the clones in the school, seriously I swore there are at LEAST 5 other teachers who looks like her, what's different was their spectacles, their lipstick colours and voice. So I thought she was the nice clone, but an irony, she was a clone who likes t tease in a rude way, I leave that to your mind.
So when i asked her whether I can go and get my copies first, because she was for sure gonna print all that 100++ pages and she's gonna wait there until she gets the last copy of it, and she let me. I WAS VERY thankful to her, and she said, "Don't forget to buy me something," like i think she meant something like drinks or food. SO on that very day, i bought her chrysanthemum tea, low sugared one. And, I got confused, which one was her, what's her name!?
In the end, I got sad, and Sato told me to just drink it already, and I did. i still don't know which one was her until today, whenever we pass by the staircase or hallways, I'd just stare at the person passing by, and it wasn't her. Then, I feel very disappointed every time I pass by her clones.
Sato, as sarcastic as she is, she'd just laugh at all the problems that shook me. And, so in one chorus, I'd feel more down... . Cute huh. Like when i got kickedout from the cookie shop just because I didn't have enough coins, but WTF, I held only one packaging of cookies, and the correct amount of coins... . Then i just cried at the hallway, and she'd just keep snickering away while all my other friends would hug and pat me..
You see, a child's life means so much after they grow up. Such little things, I'm sure, would hurt their heart forever! And it will hunt them in their nightmares... ; this is a point I'd always carry with me, a winning point against evil Sato!
But it's all just the challenges you have to face in everyday's lives. Which, sometimes i think it's pretty stupid.
i guess, please just don't mind me, I'm in a dilemma, a stupid one, regarding writing my apologize letters to those people who i've involved in a little massive project. I'll keep striding in a longer determined pace and forget all these little vivid and stupid childhood memories. Now, i cherish more those Ju-On memories.
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