It's hard for me to live a ordinary life.I always seek for perfect.Even after forever,I can't satisfied.
Today I went to church.Because my hostfamily is Christian.I don't have relision.So there are very chemical space.
After that,I had a eating disorder.It's natural thing.I have relied on food easily if I had a little frustration.
I'm weak.No,I just sweet to myself.This is only excuse.
I don't like it.
I should work through my mental health.
I ate whole pumpkinpie🤐