January 13th
I am gonna keep a diary in English from today. I am not sure it will be a good practice for my English, but I don't have to care about it, because no one see this diary... hopefully.
Anyway, today I got up at around 9am. Why could not I get up earlier than 9?? There was a reason. Last night, I felt lonely. Not only last night. These days I feel lonely everyday, so I could not sleep early. To make matters worse, I did not tell Ryota about that. I hope I will feel more
open to him.
After getting up, I had breakfast, and I talked with mom.
Actually I wanted to talk to Ryota, but I did not wanna tell him that from me. Maybe I wanted totest his attitude to me when I was irritated. But he was still cool and calm. That attitude was impressed, but I'd not rather that.
But! I had one good thing today. I read a book ”２０代にしたい１７のこと". I loved it!!!
What I need to think now is what I want to do, how I want to change myself and that I enjoy my life 100%!!!
Am I stupid? lol
But what is the most important is keep enjoying this life without loneliness!!!
Good night!
I am gonna keep a diary in English from today. I am not sure it will be a good practice for my English, but I don't have to care about it, because no one see this diary... hopefully.
Anyway, today I got up at around 9am. Why could not I get up earlier than 9?? There was a reason. Last night, I felt lonely. Not only last night. These days I feel lonely everyday, so I could not sleep early. To make matters worse, I did not tell Ryota about that. I hope I will feel more
open to him.
After getting up, I had breakfast, and I talked with mom.
Actually I wanted to talk to Ryota, but I did not wanna tell him that from me. Maybe I wanted totest his attitude to me when I was irritated. But he was still cool and calm. That attitude was impressed, but I'd not rather that.
But! I had one good thing today. I read a book ”２０代にしたい１７のこと". I loved it!!!
What I need to think now is what I want to do, how I want to change myself and that I enjoy my life 100%!!!
Am I stupid? lol
But what is the most important is keep enjoying this life without loneliness!!!
Good night!