Long time no seeeeeeeee
I changed my hair style!
I feel like i back to the high school student....
These days, I always feel not good.
It means I cannot do well in here. Everything.
Just spend a lot of time in Canada with fuckin guys.
And I don't wanna speak and listen English now.
And I don't wanna see non-Japanese anymore.
I really miss Japan and Japanese friends.
I like Canada, it's true.
But I don't wanna stay here anymore.
This life is too free for me.
I cannot control myself.
And I don't know what should I do this my feeling.
Is this situation okay?
maybe, absolutely not okay.
I should keep my self strongly,
I always try to do that, but I always cannot.
Sometimes, I feel so lonelyness.
I wanna believe myself.
I should spend time only by myself. I know.






