I know I shouldn't fall in love for the third time
I know I broke my very own words
My sacred vow; my promised
I don't know when did I fell for him
I don't know when did I started to like him
I don't know I could missed him this much
I know I shouldn't get attached
or catch feeling
'Cause I'm the one who will feel so much hurt eventually
Why its hurt so much when you fall in love?
Why your chest feel a terrible pain?
Why your tears won't stop running down your face
when you missed that one special person?
Why all those memories you both made
kept play itself in front of your naked eyes?
Love,
Why you choose me
and let me feel these much hurt inside me?
Why I must fell for him?
Why loving you deadly hurt me?
I don't want to feel all these pains
I don't want to cry everytime I miss you
Its hurt me
I can't take it when you suddenly just gone; disappeared
Its hurt
I don't know how to describe these pain inside me
with any words
Its a massive pain right in my chest;
deep down to the core of my heart
I bet you not feel any of these crazy feelings
But why I'm the only one who feel this way?
I want you to feel the same like me
I want you to know exactly how much its hurt
when someone who took away your heart
ignored you and make you feel neglected
Why loving someone hurt so much?
Why love hurt this much?
Why should I missed him
And love him this much?
I don't deserved this
I don't deserved this killing pains
Unbearable madness
A mental suicide
My heart its hurt again tonight
'cause it can't stop missing you like crazy
'cause it can't stop loving you endlessly
'cause it can't stop wanting you more and more
'cause I can't stop from not thinking about you
Why you let me feel all these hurt alone?
Why you let me bear all these pain alone?
Maybe one day I will stop loving you
when I can't take this anymore
'Cause you have no idea how much it will hurt you
when you love someone
I fell for a wrong person again haa?
I should stop now or never.