So far

I been in his life a long time.

There were this huge space between us before.

There were no air around him.

But now, ...Do I feel our relationship styles are more conducive to this... I don't know...

How happy a couple are we?

How often do we have sex?

How honest am I with him?

And it just keeps filling up with everything that

we don't say to each other. What's that called?

Let me clearify, I love him. I want him to be happy.

I want good things for him. But there are times...

There're times when I wanna kill him, but,

well, I can't take the shot.

Probably feels like, we're the only people going through this,

but there are millions of couples that are

experiencing the same problems.

We can handle it together.

So far...

Are we really...

Recently, my boyfriend is trying to merge with me...

I asked him why, and he answered "'Cause I love you."

That's true, but... For real?

It's a bit unrealistic, isn't it?

Are we really getting married?