i don talk with my mom a lot.
we skype only once a month.
so this diary is for my mom.
she'll never read this though.
hiya hoe r u doing?
im good but i've just have sleeping problem
since 4 months ago.
can't sleep at night n can't wake up
in the morning so i've missed
a lot of classes.
i got u r working very hard for me.
that's why i feel guilty when i couldn't
go to class.
I've been improving a lot.
yet need to effort much more.
i realised mom is really tough thing.
cuz i hadn't lived alone before i came here
n here i gotta do everything by my own.
so i realised it's really tough.
u r the great mom u know.
I've never had a homesick before but
i might be having a kind of that now
cuz i miss my home.
besides i don't wanna leave here
cuz i really like here.
wanna work here.
i mean not in Aber but in London.
u said me i gotta pay money back
so i said im gonna work in Japan first but
according to the currency it might be
better to work here than in Japan.
so im still thinking about the place
im gonna work in.
i got u wanat me to stay close to u
but i'll never give up my dream u know
so im gonna do if i really want to.
i just have 1 month here.
im really looking forward to seeing u again.
