psycho

HELLO all!!! i have finally moved on to my next phase in life. I have officially given up on my scientific research career and embarking on a new chapter in life. This year has been pretty good for me.. it is short but yet eventful. I cant bear to leave my colleagues and the lab.. but it was for a better me, better life! I know i had to do the switch. science is my forever love, hopefully i'll be able to place my skills into greater use in healthcare. i have been sick for the whole month or so.. i guess expectations, stress, sadness of leaving, diving, running has taken a toll on my body... not to forget the mental torturous part of living in a city! Family, boss and friends piling on the stress.... well there's this guy that is totally infatuated with me... but he is FREAKING engaged.... he is unstoppable.. hell has broken lose.. why do i always get such 烂桃花！！ well they always say failure is the mother of success!!! hope i'll be able to meet my prince soon enough... before all faith is lost...... NEVER GIVE UP

Rest In Peace

my recent addiction to twitter has cause me to neglect my bloggie.. LOL it is a lame excuse but well... i am down with flu and my back feels like it is going to ripinto 2.. i beg your pardon... i'll do a quick one.

my uncle passed away yesterday morning... life's really fragile you never know whats going to happen and how long u'll be able to live.... thou we are not that close, i still mourn for the lost of a kind soul（/TДT)/ the only memory i have of my uncle is of his wife constantly repeating the same phrase of " do you know, whenever i get to see you it reminds me of the length of time i have been together with your uncle" as a young child i would smile and turn away. my uncle is a man of few words, he would just smile whenever my mum attempts to talk to him.. he is a hardcore workaholic, he doesnt have any kids and lives in a terrace house.. thats aboutall i know.. pathetic it seems but some how i miss my uncle

REST IN PEACE kuan deh~

i love life, i love being able to dream, i love my family and friends.
Do not be carried away by work, fellow city goers slow down and appreciate life

back

first and foremost, i would like to apologise for abandoning this blog... i've lost and gained myself in these 5 years... currently i am into reading 0.o yes! i can't believe it myself.. this journey has been long and tough but it has shed new light on how i would like to shape my life..

there are tons out there who pursue attention and love, but time and time again they get frustrated with the people around them... i dont understand whats going through their minds.. perhaps one could argue that they are "loving" in another way... i cant comprehend that.. i've been let down time and time again, i've lost the ability to trust, love and share. nothing really burns within me... well is it a form of freedom or yet another round of imprisonment? beats me..