Rant, rage, blah blah blah

At the moment, I have a short fuse over everything.
I got complained at leaving plates to soak over night, but you do it more than me.
You say I leave the washing up for you to do but I swear down I do it more than you.
Why should I brother to clean the flat when you do not seem bothered to clean it either.
When I do the washing you say I don't have to do yours but when I do not do the washing for days you always complain how you do not have any clothes, because you can't do a few yourself?

Just so much is pissing me off

o_o I have not used this in a year....

So much has changed.
I now live in Wales, with my beautiful fiancée yet things are not going so perfectly right now.
Being mentally fucked up, I feel like I am destroying everything and more important than anything or anyone I am destroying my love...

Hello self hate again

When I first met you

I never knew you would mean so much to me
music is a beautiful thing, I never would of met you, or even grown close to you if it wasn't for a band.
I hate the distance but I know one day it will all be worth it and then the distance wont matter becuase I will be with you.
Something so simple brightens up my day, hearing your voice or your smile, even if it is just looking at a picture. It makes me think of all the good memories we've had, I miss them but I know we weill have many many more.
I know it doesn't make things easy, what with if something bad happens that we aren;t there in person to deal with it but I know tht we would if we could, and it doesn't stop us for being there for one another.

Its just crazy to think, the one person who loves me most lives about 150miles away from me