As I've probably written about before, I study social studies (and some other things) in English at my school. Heh! I was told and believed it was like that. But no, it's nothing like that. When I and several of my classmates looked at our schedules we saw that we had 1 subject in english....ENGLISH-COURSE-C!! Freaking unbelievable!! We (students) had a little meeting about this with our principal (a total pushover that probably doesn't even care....) 2nd principal, our teacher and Emmas dad joined in as well, and defended us! =D We MIGHT get 2 more lessons in English. Fine, it's better than nothing...but it's still not enough. They never informed us that (more than 2 subjects) were in Swedish instead of English. When I was in the 9th grade, trying to decide which Gymnasium ("high school") to choose and what sort of program...I was told that IC (InterClass) was a better and easier program than IB.
Tsk, yeah right.I feel like I've been swindled! Fooled or whatever to call it! And like this is not enough I have been damn discriminated by my teachers. Normal? I don't think so!!
Look, I'm not the atlethic type, but still I cheerfully do my best. I haven't been abscent if it haven't been because I have been sick or had so much menstruation-pains that I could not walk and not get out of bed. This is the "funny" part: A girl in my class have been sick and abscent really much, much more than me.(the teacher doesn't like her nor me) she get's a G (passed) and I, what the hell do you think I got?! IG (Fail/Not passed). Aaaaaaaah!!! I have done my best, I have cheerfully joined in and done my fucking BEST! What more can I do? When I told the others that today, they all got very confused and said: "What!! /im KIND enough not to mention the name of that evil woman/ must really have something against you to fail you in gym class!! I was surprised I even got passed!". Since we had gym 1st and 2nd year (past 2 years) Her attitude etc have made the opposite of what a teacher should do: Motivate, be kind/cheerful, make the students feel good at what they're doing...etc.Total opposite. I started to think that I was not good enough at gym class etc, and eventually it spread onto other subjects. Believe me, when I write that when we got our new teacher in English it DID NOT become better. She hated me from the first second she laid her eyes on me. I could feel it.
Once when we had presentations in small groups, the girl that was talking before me talked probably 5 min or more too long than we were supposed to talk. That was OK. When I was talking...I got to talk for maximum 2 minutes. Then my teacher interrupted and said: Are you going to talk much longer? Me: ..ex..excuse me? And then she said: I don't want to listen to you anymore, finish of that sentence and get out of here.
And that was how much FUN my english lessons were. I used to LOVE english lessons. I love languages and think school is usual fun. I have always felt that way. But since I started in this high school..I have lost all motivation, all confidence, everything. I'm crying now as I write this, 'cause I feel so much angst etc. about everything with school.
I wish I could go back in time and choose the other school I was thinking so strongly of..
I want to go back in time and meet Dmitry and Paul. If it was not for my class, I would never have made it this far. They are like a 2nd family for me. I love them soso much.
Hahaha, yesterday Joel sent me the pictures from when we all went grocery shopping at a huge supermarket called Ica Maxi, before having a little baibai-party with Oskar.
So, here they are folks (laugh) I was SO tired. The pictures are.....
Tired. Crazy. Hyper.
a random movie clip for starters!!
Johan, Joel and me (laugh) xD
Johan, Joel, Me, Tobias!
Hahaha, I look so unprepared
Prepared lol!
hahaha I'll write a dead-serious entry later
Now it's dinner time!
I found a English assignment in my sketchbook earlier today,
it was only a few days before we all got summer vacation and our teacher told us to write horror poems.
She thought mine was creepy and crap. I think SHE is crap höhö! (I can honestly say that out loud since our 2 past teachers in English have hated me for some reason. lol)
Anyways, I decided to draw a little picture to go with it.
I haven't got colorpencils...but the "tears" are actually blood
Here's the "poem";
"Scrabble, scrabble on the unnervinged guitar.
Parchment-like skin clutching.
Shuddering, jittering touching the strings.
Blister fluidgoing /drip..drop../ running down the neck.
Curls touching, aimlessly.
And the hand grasps the spoon in the pocket."
We had to use some words, from a horror-thing in the book and this is what I made of it! What do you think? (laugh) Personally I think my zombie girl looks kind of..cute! lol.
Hello!
Sista Slaget (yesterday) was really cool!
It would be fun if stuff like this happen every summer.
Lots of freaking hot outfits and uniforms..!(drool)
If you lovelovelove uniforms as much as I do,
I can only describe it as heavenly (laugh)
The Marines' were there as well, m-m-m!!
Hahahaa, xD ...Anyways! I had a great time!
A perfect end of 2009's Summer ne~~!
Here's a few pictures from Sista Slaget~
Queen Silvia, Princess Victoria & King Carl Gustaf
I love this - look in the corner ;)
if you look closely, you can see
our Russian buddies
Dmitry!
I looked like HELL but Paul & Dmitry were all cute and happy, ne!
Hahah, I'm getting soso happy just by looking at this photo
I need to learn how to not be ugly.
I have videoclips as well, but I'll upload them when I have a better internetconnection
Well, that's all folks~!
Aaaaaaaaaaah 1st day in school today.
I am so sick, I have no clue how I manage to get up this morning.
Too terrible. And I miss all the fun we had with the Russians lol..!
Normally nothing ever happens in Sävar, the small village where I live. Usually I often play videogames, watch movies with friends or go out for a walk and enjoy the nature (lol)
Yesterday I didn't have much to do, as usual lol, and sent a sms to Mikaela
, asking if she was as bored as I was and if she felt like going for a walk in the dark. She called me on my cellphone and we talked for quite some time hahaha, and then we decided to go out since it wasn't that late (21:45).
After a walk we met Henke and he went home, Mikka and I thought that since the clock was just around 22:45 we could go home to me and have a piece of Kladdkaka
, yum yum
Hahaha anyways, since "Det Sista Slaget" (The Final Battle) as I told you briefly about yesterday, is today lots of people from Russia and Finland are here, to play soilders in "The Final Battle".
On our way home we saw a bunch of people, and I said: Ååh, hahaha, maybe they're Russian! :D Mikaela: LABROTUSCKAH! (trying to sound Russian)
And we both laughed, then we actually heard that they WERE Russians (laugh). A few seconds later one of them came up to us asking if we spoke English etc and then moving on to asking if there were any pub or something open here in Sävar.
I seriously felt sorry for them (laugh) Sure, there's a pub here, but... Sävar, Tuesday evening, 23.00. There were no way it was open: Sävar is a typical small village with a convenience store, pharmacy, candystore, pizza...Not so much more lol! It's beautiful but boring in the long run!
But we ended up joining them for a walk over there anyways (laugh)
It was darn funny! The guy who could speak good English name was Paul (I think!) and a guy that danced a lot and actually was a champion in classic dances name was Dimitri (i LOVE that name! xD) They were in our age, 20 and 17. So they were most fun to talk with! The others were older and ...drunk lol! One of them had a beard and when he was Mikaela he kneeled and said: Oh, you are so beautiful! and then he kissed her hand HAHAHAHAH I laughed so hard! Damn funny guy. They also photographed us ALL THE TIME (laugh). On the parking lot outside Ica (convenience store) Mikka and Dimitri had some kind of street-dance-competition/challenge lol (he danced hip hop and breakdance as well! awesome!) So cute.
We said byebye to them around 00.00 since they had to wake up early - 07.00I would seriously DIE if I had to wake up that early lol! Mikaela and I will probably meet them today. Hahaaha, can't wait and today I will have my beloved camera! HAA! >D I needed it so darn much yesterday ;A;
One of the Russians that were grown up drunk was so damn funny, he laughed at everything and had such a funny hysterical laugh. Anyways, that guy started to swing when we were at the school's swings and slides!
HAhahah and laughed his funny laugh at the same time, hahaha!! xD
Ah, enough about funny drunk Russians, I have to go and take a shower and let some magic happen (laugh) I'm having a terrible cold and looking horrible! That ain't OK when the King is coming to town
Bye, I will photograph like NEVER before!!
Love you! (^з^)-☆Chu!!
My
The reason is because the final battle (in war) that Sweden participated in took place in Sävar outside Umeå where I live!
And tomorrow the 19th it's exactly 200 years since that happend.
I'm proud to tell you all:
Sweden have been in peace for 200 years!
took a picture of the newspaper.
From the left: Princess of Sweden, Victoria
The Royal couple, King Carl XVI Gustaf & His Queen Silvia.
I will do some serious Royal-stalking and
try my luck in the paparazzi career tomorrow (laugh)
.....Acutally, I'm really embarrassed to say this,
but I forgot to write a entry about our second princess,
Princess Madeleine is engaged! The news made me really happy!happy for her and her fiancé sake too
Such a beautiful couple ne..!
/im KIND enough not to mention the name of that evil woman/
xD
is what Oskar (I think was recording!) wanted everyone to do, 
happy for her and her fiancé sake too
