I went to Quebec city with my friends.


I became anxious since the day was colder and cloudier than I expected.


At first,our bus stopped by falls that are higher than Niagara falls.
I was indifferent.I thought that we didn't need to stop here.

Then we had lunch at a buffet restaurant.
I was suprised that the girl next to me ate so much despite she had said that I had no appetite that day.


About 1 hour later,we finally arrived in Quebec city.
It was such a windy day!I thought that I was going to be blown away.


However we had only two hours to sightsee,we had to go soon.


The city was like a scene in a film.
It was so exciting and I took many pictures.

The time passed quickly.

It was really good city,but I had mixed feelings about our time in Quebec city.


We spent more time in the bus than in the city...

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I tired a little of wondering around the city alone for 2 weeks.


I also tired a little of eating only a sandwich,a serial and a pasta..


I thoght that I needed to increase repertoire of cooking and friends.


I yearn for the person who can cook well.Especially the one who can cook well with the rest of food in the refrigerator.


I may think that the person who is good at cooking can do everything.Actually it may be true.


I saw some books of cooking but I was in no mood to pick out one because there were too many books.




I watched the movie film on romance of poets and romance of two of male and female who investigate their true story. I would be lying if one said that I could understand very well because I watched in English.But I felt it was very good romantic movie.Especially the final scene was really my type. A poetry...sounds good.A person like me who can't express oneself,inside and other things in exact words envis a person who can express them in beautiful words. I think that words should be treated with respect.They have no bound.Theirs combination take us up to an endless wonderful place and vice verse.Therefore we need to pay attention about it.But my own present situation is not good.I wish I expressed myself with beautiful words.

I watched the fire works.Actually I didn't supose to watch it but I ran into the guy who I have met somewhere once and that guy invited me.I had no plan perfectly,so I went with them so gladly.


In the result,it was so beautiful and impressive.The fireworks which I watched after long time made me feel so nice and happy.


Especially that fireworks sound..I was thrilled.It's Japanese soul(but fireworks itself was Swiss).


This fireworks festival is just getting started!!I want to go more!!I like it.

E-mail and Cell-phone.I grow to hate them for quite some time.They always have bound me.I don't want to bind such a things.But I can't help but keep an eye on them.I also loathe myself like that.


Many people often ask me my E-mail adress.Evidently they seem want to send me E-mail later.


"I'll send you E-mail certainly!",everyone always say that.But I should say that actually the people who sent me E-mail were about tenth part of that people in my case.


Itself is no problem at all.But I can't help but wait them.I am sick of activating my E-mail soft and myself like that.I wish E-mail and cell-phone vanished away.

Glenn gould..He contained diverse aspects.


He was a pianist,composer,broadcaster,eccentric,obsessive,genious,loner,jokester and philosopher.


Gould was born in Toronto in 1932.His father was furrier and his mother was teacher of singing.

His first piano teacher was his mother.It's just an aside his mother's grand father's cousin is Edvard Grieg,a noted composer(Maybe).


He began attending the Royal Conservatory of Music in Toronto when he was 10.

And he debuted as a professional pianist when he was 14.Following that year,he played with the Toronto Symphony Orchestra.But he stopped performing in public when he was 32 at the pinnacle of his popularity.And for the rest of his lif,he focused on making recordings,writings and broadcasting.


In 1977,Voyager 1 and 2 were launched into space with his playing of hail alien.


His music was admitted as an earth heritage.



He is known for the whimsy and he left many anecdotes.The famous stuff is his peculiar movements.He frequently hummed and swung his body peculiarly as he played.And he sat on a very low chair his father made specifically for him.He couldn't play without this chair.

And he was so afraid of being cold that he wore very warm cloths and gloves all year.Even in summer.


Let's say more,one day,he invoked wrath of a conductor because he adjusted the height of his chair for 30 minutes although during the concert.


In addition,one at one time,Herbert von Karajan said cynically to him that "you are meant more for a conductor than a pianist because his movements appeared to be conducting an orchestra.


And what I was suprised is an enthusiastic devotee of Souseki Natsume.



His ovsessive perfectionism infected his music.Why did he detest audiences and stop performing in public?


For one thing,he hated the nature of the one-shot concert.And in a nutshell,he thoght that audiences interrupt the concentration of music.


He thought that the recording is integral to construct his ideal music.He hoped do control all of the elements of his music.Fot that purpose,he attempted splicing and dubbing his playing to create perfect music.

It was an unacceptable thought for many peaple.I think this effort is not as much a pianist as a composer and this way it is more like a D.J. that a classical composer.


He crossed solitude's ocean and he attained one crown.He had embodied his inside to the end.

It seems I still am not freed from my loathsome black past.


Especially I feel that in sleepless night.When I try to sleep,they go through my mind,as if it's nightmare.


I thoght that I already got rid of them.But it was not completely.


I don't know why.Even as it seems nothing bind me now.


Should I wash out loathsome stuff and good stuff as well in my entire life?And should I create my life again from ground zero?


I can think about them but I can come out with them never.


I yearn for genuine release.


I don't know that sleepless night invoke me the past or the past itself makes me sleepless.



I went to look on my next house after I slept so much.I got meeting place trifle early and he came there trifle early too.


We had a conversation till we arrived to destination.And it turn out that he is very good person,and he had lived in Kobe for one half year so he can speak French,English and Japanese.


By golly,I envy him...


Later on,I couldn't hide my suprise.Because that house and the room were so clean,so comfortable and so cheap!!!And there was nothing wrong with people who lives there too!I made a snap decision.Because my new house was decided,my heart was satisfied with relief and fruition.


And then I went to see the festival which is called "Les FrancoFolies De Montreal".


Today of all days,it was raining.But the woman singer who I don't know sang in the rain.


Lately I think gradatim that french sound is what a beautiful and romantic.It may be because I have heard that the people in montreal speak in french since I got here..


I evolve to became want to learn french really..Jesus!!


I gave up seeing the concert which I thought that it sounds fun because it was a little expensive and I went back home.On my way home,I read the pamphlet of montreal Jazz Festival and I was impressed by the performers in festival.It shows that international famous festival..I was mildly startled that Tony Bennett and Elvis Costello will apear on stage.Already I can't help looking forward to the festival.



朝から用事があったのですが例のごとく少し迷ったのと寝坊(こっちの方が原因かな)で結局用事は明日に繰越しになってしまい、朝から時間が空いてしまい腹も減ったのでお洒落なコーヒー屋でコーヒーとベーグルを食べに行きました。


両方で3ドルちょい。特に高くないと思いますが、こういう店でこういうのを食べると贅沢な気分というか幸せな気分に浸れる僕は安上がりでいいなと思います。自画自賛です。


たまたま隣にいた男の人が楽譜を見ながら意味調べをしていたので(ドイツ語をフランス語に訳していました)チラチラ見ているとどうやら声楽曲のようで、、目があった瞬間を逃さず


「あなた音楽家ですか?」

「そうだよ」

「声楽家?」

「そうだよ」

「あ、ちょっと待って当ててみるから・・バリトンじゃないですか?」

「そうだよ」

「うわー、すげー!僕もオペラとか凄い好きなんです」

「ほんと?どんなのが好きなん?」

「イタリアもののオペラとかよく見ますよ、フランスの曲ももちろん好きです。あ、そうだこの辺でオペラとか見れるところとかありますか?」


などと劇場やら楽器屋さんやらの情報をいただきました。場所の名前を聞いてもフランス語の発音なのでスペルに出来なかったときもご親切に書いてくれました。メルシーボーク!でも僕は筆記体全く読めません、でもメルシーボーク!


彼に礼と演奏会がうまくいくように伝え、店を出て余った時間で図書館と楽器屋とチャイナタウンを回ろうと思い駅に歩きました。。


前にいたところの図書館の品揃えは素晴らしいもので、ここの図書館には正直そこまでは期待していなかったのですが、これまた期待以上の図書館で思わずニヤけてしまいました。膨大な量のCD・DVD(ジャズやらクラシックもいっぱい!)で何から借りようか?早く図書カードを作らないと!と興奮してしまいました。でも僕が最初に話しかけた図書館の人は英語があまり得意じゃなさそうで、喋り方もちょっとフランス語っぽくて聞き取りにくかったです、やっぱり皆が皆べらべらというわけじゃないのね。


楽器屋はこの近くっぽかったので歩いて探索していると全く違う場所に着きました、道を間違えることは僕にとって空気を吸うようかのような自然の営みなので全く気になりませんでした。しかもこの場所が(もしかしたら観光名所だったのかもしれません)めちゃヨーロッパな感じの通りで美しい教会やら建物やらが並んでいて、僕は一度こういうところを歩きたかったので本当に心躍りました。顔もニヤけてました。でもあまり独りでニヤけてると変な人だと思われるので普通を装っていました。


美しい街道を満喫した後、チャイナタウンに来ましたがここに関してはそんなに大したものはなかったです。しかしやたら腹が減ったので中華料理の店に入ったのですが、中国の人は本当に怒ってるみたいな話し方で(本当に怒ってるのかどうかは知りません)日本人の感覚で見ると客商売なのにそれでいいのかと思ってしまいますが、きっといいんでしょう。愛想は悪いですが、味と値段はまぁまぁリーズナブルだったのでまぁいいかと思い、清算して帰ろうとすると店員が


「おいおい!チップ払えよ」

「ああ、チップね・・」

「あたりまえだろうが!」

「いくら?」

「・・・・・・・」

「15パーセントくらい?」

「1ドルでいいよ」


1ドルだと15パーセントは軽く超えていると思うのですが、もう面倒なのでさっさと払って出て行きました。いつも思いますが中国のお方は商売上手ですね。ちょっと見習いたいです。まだ僕はあまり中国の国民性みたいなモノに触れる機会がないですが(なのでまだ彼らが怒っているのか、そうでないのかが分かりません)日本とはまた異質でおもしろそうだと思いました。


帰りにでっかい黒人の人にフランス語で何時か聞かれ英語で答えました。で別れたと思いきや後ろからついてきたので、警戒オーラを出しながら距離をとって帰りました。スリとホームレスと教会の多い街です。


ここにきてまだ3日目くらいですが僕はこの街が気にいりました。

とりあえず路上で寝ることだけは避けられました。


全体で約6時間か7時間ほどでしょうか?中々の長旅ですが時差は無いのと車窓から見る景色(牛が牧場を走ってて面白かったです)でそんなに疲れた感じはしません。


駅を降りた瞬間、正確には電車に乗った瞬間から一気にフランス語率が跳ね上がり、隣に座ったおじさんも英語とフランス語をぺらぺらと話していました。母親がフランス人だそうで、他にもスペイン語とドイツ語も分かるけど日本語は分からんと言ってました。分からなくて結構、それだけ理解できれば充分です。嫉妬してしまいます。


標識もフランス語になり、話しかけられても開口一番にはまずフランス語(ムッシュとか言われました、なんとなく大人な雰囲気な呼ばれ方です)、でこっちが英語で話すと向こうも英語スイッチオンという感じです。


今のところ会った人は皆バイリンガル・・、で僕がいる宿のオーナーは関西人でした。でその子供はフランス語、英語はもちろん日本語・韓国語(オーナーは在日韓国人だそうで)・でアルベニア語?(あまりにも聞いたことがない国の言葉なので忘れました、多分間違ってる)まで話せるようで(これは父親の影響だそうです)えー、、五カ国語ですか。小さい時からピアノとか習ってて何の苦もなくソルフェージュがガンガンできる子供とかと同じくらい嫉妬してしまいます。しかも滅茶苦茶かわいい。そしてこの部屋は暑い。


ちなみに早速、こっちに来て食料品をスーパーに買いに行った帰りに一回迷いました。